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Even in sunlight,
when the wind is soft
and someone loves me—
I am already gone.
The ‘yes’ lives
in my marrow,
quiet,
not dramatic—
just there,
like breath.
Joy feels like
a borrowed shirt.
It fits,
but it isn’t mine.
Laughter echoes
off walls I don’t touch.
I watch it float
and fall
like dust.
Ask me again.
Ask me on a good day.
Ask me when the sky is gold.
The answer is still yes.
Because even the light
can’t reach the basement
where I live.
And God knows,
I don’t want to live.
Constantly switching between healing and complete self destruction
looks at you like this
this is like my favorite drawing rn
First drawinnggg AND post of 2025 HAPPY NEW YEARS GANNGG... also Lev Kuzmin :P (Basically belongs to @bluryy-face0 atp😭)
if i was a fictional character woukd you guys write fucked up angst fanfic about me yes or no
im tired of online discourse. look at this family of quails
this is perhaps evil but I can boost my mood in almost any situation by playing a game called "what was my mom doing at this age?" like rn for instance I'm sleepy because I had a 12 hour work day + stayed up late, and my stomach hurts a little from the enormous chimichanga I smashed for dinner, and my head hurts a little bit from the fat margaritas I had with the chimichanga. and it's like hmm, okay, not optimal, but when my mom was this age she had a 2.5 year old to deal with. can you fucking imagine. can't stay in bed decadently bemoaning your overindulgences because there's a goblin in the next room that's utterly dependent on you for food and hygiene and social needs and if you drop the ball you've fucked up a perfectly good person. and I'm pretty normal so shout out to her for keeping it together but god that couldn't be me, I like fucking around way too much.
me when i imagine fallen angel angst, wither angst, tess angst, phoenix and eleanor angst, heacen and jericho angst, warrior cat angst, anything. the visions of My Guy(s) are to strong.
you should be able to call into work if you get a story idea. like i’m really sorry i can’t come in today im going to need 72 hours off to cope with my visions of This Guy
beating back the mental illness allegations by lying
this is my autistic non verbal mood board
im the second blue one btw
Hello Im Rhett i go by He/Him I have very irregular posting but have fun looking through what i post
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