Literally Can't Stand Having A Body

this is chrys

i’m so genuinely lucky to be dumb as hammers. the simplest things bring me joy. i’ve had several fits of passionate laughing out loud today because i can’t stop thinking of the phrase “one william dollars”

you guys made luigi mangione trend for days and I need to see the same energy for brianna boston. she is a 43 year old mother of three who ended a phone call with blue cross blue shield (after being denied a claim) “delay deny depose, you people are next” and is now being held under a 100,000$ bond and could face FIFTEEN years of prison if charged. she has no weapons, her record is clean, and yet she is being held behind bars. they are afraid of the public and are trying to subdue. do not let them!!!! be outraged that our freedom of speech is being threatened!!!!! deny defend depose! free brianna boston!

“So you’re a villain, but you only want to take over this small village?” “Yep.” “You don’t have any plans to take over anywhere else?” “Nope.”

In-depth opinion of Bev(Baylie x Lev)???🤨🤨🤨

(I used speak to text talking to Dual while i did this 💀💀 so its very weird but yeah)

they're like really like they're good enemies to like deeper enemies, but they have to be in a relationship for like some reason like they're like force proximity and then they end up like being like Frenemies a.k.a. Frenemies doesn't like they beat each other up all the time I feel like they would beat each other up and that's their form of like sex like they got off to beating each other. I'll edit this. I'll edit it in raw anyways so like I feel like that's the only but they are good shape only because like they don't deserve anybody else except for each other real because I suck both of them which I find interesting that I made Bayli originally as the as the protagonist and then oh my foot oh my God I just bent my toe and then my foot cramp this one, but it's fine now oh my gosh, anyways oh that's fine. I don't care and more. What does that mean? I can drool all over my shoulder and more as in you can still drool all over my shoulder. I don't know, but yeah, they're good shape. If like cause they cause they're both horrible people but besides that, I don't think they go good together because I hate each other. I hate obsession. I feel like I feel like they wouldn't be in a relationship, but they'd be like like you know like hating each other like and stalking each other and then people would be like what are they dating because everybody else would see them as dating but they're like oh yeah

*guy who is very clearly going through. something* oh yknow. just a little tired haha

Buy Bills Book tomorrow chat! i wish i could preorder/get it but i cant till september 😔 rip but yeah take this doodle

some sketch art for the pook, of my character Connie (long brown hair on the right of the top panel) and their character Jericho, (spiky buns, left of the top panel) its based on the song Death Cup by Mom Jeans, because thats so Conicho(ship name) Anyways go check out the pook @dual-poet-identity their awesome and draw and write on their alt @behindscenes-identity

yea well im possessed and its yours

Not good enough for my family

Not good enough for my friends

Not good enough for anybody

woah buddy no need to describe me exact experience over here🧍‍♂️

I keep doubting my BPD because I think my emotions aren't intense enough, but then I remember I've been in a state of dissociation for what feels like weeks now.

I don't know if any other borderlines relate, but sometimes I'll express emotion on the outside, but I won't feel any of it on the inside. For example, this morning I woke up and seemed very happy and like everything was great. I spoke to my mom and was showing a lot of that happiness through my voice and body language, but internally, I wasn't feeling anything? It's like I'm not feeling emotions somatically.

Because of this, I always find myself confused as to whether or not I'm actually feeling an emotion or not? During times like these, it triggers my imposter syndrome, and I start missing my intense emotions/mood swings.

Maybe it's the black and white thinking, too? If I'm not experiencing an intense emotion, I think I don't have BPD. But when those emotions come back, I'm like, "Yeah. There it is..." and I want to die all over again.