Your Forced Belief In Yourself Is Getting You Nowhere

what shifting messages you need to hear …

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happy april to all. apologies for another monthly reading where we were not on schedule. sparing personal details, it’s been a bit chaotic for me as of lately.

a little while ago someone so kindly requested this topic & i am more then happy to fulfill readings requests. if this resonates at all, may the applause go to anon because this reading wouldn’t have happened without them. as always, please do not force messages to fit. readings are directed towards people who have not shifted yet — but this message is absolutely for anyone if it resonates ( ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈♡)˚๐*˟♡ !

piles read from left to right.

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🎹 | dear pile one.

you’re someone who tends to pick at your old wounds, never allowing them to fully close as a way to hold onto some control of whatever undesired outcome you have faced. your time will come & this “purgatory” period will only make it them that much sweeter. understand & address what is an immediate pain right now & what is a habitual wound that throbs out of habit. what the thoughts do you associate with shifting ? how to you recoup from failure & / or burnout ?

pay no mind to the people who have hurt you & said things that make you look baco in self doubt because there are people in your future who want to love you as you are. you are not unloveable. your loved ones want to see you flourish, weather you know it or not.

by focusing on your old wounds it is only a giant neon sign to the universe “i am in my current reality”. don’t just heal to bring you a quieter mind, heal to experience what many doubt is even possible. whatever shifting is for you, going to hogwarts (because everyone uses that example) or moving across state lines, it is possible as long as you persist & quiet doubts a little bit.

this mindset will of course can be reflected in the people in your desired reality. how you see yourself, is how they will see you — the people who will be surrounded by when you are the “glass half full” version of yourself. to emphasize yet again, you have people all over who are in your corner & would give an arm & a leg to see you flourish. you are loved !! you don’t need to prove that you are loved. hush the voices & demons that step into your shadows that tell you otherwise. for every negative thing you think of yourself, someone has ten positive things to say about you. brown hoodies, “moonlight” by ariana grande, the movie oliver & company, skeletons (mainly skulls) & quills may hold meaning to you / be signs that you may come across this month that are giving you a quiet “good job”.

₊˚ʚ ᗢ₊˚✧ ﾟ.

🕯️ | dear pile two ,

you’re in a bit of a rut. mentally ? spiritually ? physically ? maybe an abomination of all three. you may have had the urge to ghost all your friends & retreat to your bed with the intention of never leaving. not quite bed rotting, though. you want to be productive. rather a moment of burn out that you just can’t seem to shake & seems to be overstaying

let yourself wallow for a little bit. get everything out of your system as you’ve been going through it. just make sure you’re productive with it, don’t get addicted to your suffering. journal it out. throw a pillow at the wall. get it out of your system & leave it at the door. life has been pretty stale for you a of late despite possible internal struggles— shifting or not shifting. things have been stagnant & slow & maybe that’s not the outcome you want, but it’s important to remember that’s normal. it’s normal to have some still & uneventful points in your life. you are not a flop or broken or the universe isn’t punishing you. the universe is giving you a moment to recoup & regenerate before you step into your new era.

ask for help & don’t shame yourself for doing so. there are people who are / were just like you, wanting to help. everyone learns at their own pace. “look for the helpers”. your inquires aren’t a burden to others. inboxes are always open everywhere you look. you have friends at every corner that you don’t even know exist.

write. write love letters. write books. write your feelings. write in a diary. writing seems to be something related to your desired reality. more specifically, using your hands or communicating with them ? the name lynn may resonate with you / be your signs this month to look out for. along with lapus luzuli & peacock feathers. submerging yourself in water might bring clarity & — I don’t mean this in a joke-y way — touching grass.

₊˚ʚ ᗢ₊˚✧ ﾟ.

🪡 | dear pile three ,

thank your thoughts of overthinking & over planning for trying to protect you about others & expel them from your mind. you are ready to take a “risk”. stop letting worry & hesitation & perfectionism erode your mind. you can revisit on a later date. nothing, & i mean nothing, is ever set in stone. you don’t have to ball & chain yourself to one desire or version of yourself or reality or one way of living. circle in on what it is you want & don’t overthink it. don’t look back. a break in usual routine may be needed. it could be as small as laying out your clothes the night before or updating your subliminal playlist or as complex as running a mile every morning.

you’re a lover at heart. you go so hard for people, while others typically don’t put in the same energy as you & that plays a role into why you’re shifting. you want fairness & the scales to be balanced. libra placements, perhaps ? don’t let other people’s negativity & invalidation make you small or shy away from the natural shining beams of love you cast onto others. people are looking after you, weather it be angels, past relatives or something so simple as a friendly neighborhood cat picking up your energy.

but what you are searching for through shifting, you are able to achieve here. im not saying this to turn you around & run in the opposite direction from your desires, but im picking up on the fact you feel like an absolute alien sometimes. you’re not. you just haven’t found your people yet. while this isn’t shifting message directly, expanding your horizons & stepping out of your perfectly curated comfort zone could benefit. gardening may help you. you’re probably someone who likes learning about history or ancient art. broken / split wires, round jewelry, projectors, the smell of coconut & horse back riding may resonate with you or be signs to look out for.

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… love, rinn. thank you for reading ༝༚༝༚

‼️shifting proof

please read everything that’s on here.

i have more if you want it!

i hope this motivates you to another try.

Satoru would DEF be the type to carry his baby everywhere, showing his baby off to anyone he comes across. He’d be like Peter Parker with Mayday in Across the Spiderverse and nobody can convince me otherwise.

He’d carry his baby through the halls of Jujutsu High, bring them to class and training, and have his baby in a carrier during missions (ofc you have no idea about this).

“Hey everyone, look! He’s so sleepy! Isn’t he so cute? Here, let me show you guys some pictures-“

And a choir of groans from his students can he heard after he shows is camera roll filled with photos of his baby and you 🩵🤍

pictures

Back shots!! 🥳🥳🎉🎉Or back.. shots..🤨🤨🤨🤨

back shots i guess

My advice as someone who has shifted many times

Got some really sweet comments on my last post, and I decided I should probably get myself over my fear of posting here. I just love everyone in this community, you're all family to me💚

First, and most importantly, coffee:

When I posted my introduction here, a couple of months ago, I felt like I was already quite an experienced shifter. 4 kids, the most amazing husband, a life outside of this reality longer than I lived within it.

Looking back on it now, more than 500 years later, 3 more kids, 4 grandchildren, I was almost like a baby still, and even at this moment in time, I feel like I'm only at the start of my journey.

However, for the people that know my tiktok account, I have shifted to a lot of places by now. Experienced immortality as a human, as a deity, I've seen different cultures practice shifting, and taught shifting to every single one of me and my husband's children.

My main purpose in coming back here, is to help others achieve what I finally managed after years of trying. I want you all to pursue your dreams, and find the infinite happiness you so deserve.

So here is some advice:

Shifting itself is extremely simple. You want something, you get it. The concept of the reality that we're in doesn't allow for instant 'manifestations', but that doesn't mean you can't do it. It just means that, this reality by itself, doesn't have the rule of ''you desire something = you get it.'' That's where humans came up with the term ''manifestation,'' but it's simple really; you persist in wanting something, so you shift somewhere you have it. How easy that is can depend on the person, but every single one is capable of doing it, it's not technically any more difficult.

There are realities out there where, ''you want something'' does equal ''you get it,'' the term manifestation wouldn't even exist in those places, it's just as natural as it is for you here to feel as though you struggle attracting your desires.

I do not want to be rude to anyone, but there is no key to shifting. Anyone claiming they have the method to shift, or know the key to it, is overcomplicating it. Shifting is shifting, you don't need anything for it. Just existing, being aware, that's all you need to shift. HOW you do it, depends on the person. Assumptions, methods, intention, they're all tools to help you, but they're not the key.

You can shift while showering, while taking a dump, you can jump in the air and yell ''Yippie!!!'' to shift if you would believe that it works. An actual method? A joke method? There's no difference between them. The only real difference? You assume one to work, and one to not do anything, and that's where our limited mindsets are created.

I've seen so many different groups by now. People that shifted through meditation, through rituals, a group that would quite literally dive into a lake that they saw as magic, but also people that simply just, decided they wanted it, and shifted seconds later. They were raised with those beliefs, so they work for them.

And you here? You're raised in a society that tells you that you have to work for what you want, that a dream life is impossible, nothing is for free. And then you wonder why you struggle with shifting, why it's so hard to believe that you can do something so incredibly simple. Your struggles are valid, it is not your fault.

As an awareness you're so much more than the 3d, you're so much more than the body or brain you're aware of. You're simply a guest in this body, until it expires or you choose yourself to move on, but that doesn't take away that while you're here, you have to deal with your experiences, memories, and taught mindsets from this place.

That's why, the biggest advice I can give you, is to listen to yourself. Not society, not other people, no one who tries to tell you that they know ''the way.'' If someone's method aligns with you, that is amazing, and definitely put it to practice. But don't force yourself to go through methods and practices that don't feel right for you. If you dread doing it, it's not for you. Find something fun, something that fits your routines and beliefs.

Remember that time has no meaning. 5 days, 5 months, it's not going to matter in 3000 years. Literally nothing can stop your existence, nothing that could happen to you in this reality can ever stop you from existing.

There is no pressure, eternity is waiting for you, be kind to yourself. You are exactly where you're meant to be. It doesn't matter how you shift, so don't make it a chore. Script, create scenarios, daydream, make up your own rituals or find the most fun ways to set intention. You don't need hour long methods of counting, starfish positions and difficult affirmations. Your desires are already heard, your subconscious already knows where you want to go, so enjoy the ride until you get there💚

⸝⸝ ⋮ "why haven't I shifted yet?"

⸝⸝ ⋮ "I did everything right ,, didn't I ?"

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Maybe you haven’t shifted yet because you’re standing at the threshold, pounding on the door like it owes you something, so loud and desperate you can’t hear the soft click of the lock unlatching on its own. Sometimes we want something so badly that we strangle it — clutching it like a lifeline, knuckles pale, breath tight, thinking that if we just try harder, it’ll finally give. But shifting isn’t a stubborn jar lid. It’s a dream, and dreams don’t bloom under pressure — they open like petals in stillness.

It’s like trying to catch a snowflake with fire in your hands. The more you reach, the quicker it melts. You wouldn’t scream at the ocean to make a wave crash faster. You just wait, feet buried in the sand, while the tide inches in, closer and closer, until it kisses your toes without asking.

I know you feel like you’ve done everything. You’ve whispered affirmations like secrets into the night, folded your limbs like origami, held visions in your mind until your imagination became see-through. You’ve felt it: that one fragile moment of almost, where your soul swore this is it, just before it slipped back into the dark.

But that wasn’t failure. That was foreshadowing. That was the universe warming up, clearing its throat before the crescendo. You’re not lost. You’re tuning yourself, like a radio just shy of the right station — static humming, music just behind the veil. You’re so close the air is humming with it.

And maybe — just maybe — you’re too awake to shift. Not your body, but your awareness. Like you’re peeking through your fingers at the miracle, too alert, too ready, as if you’re trying to trap magic in a jar. But magic hates being watched. It sneaks in through the cracks when you’re laughing too hard to care. It’s the song that plays when you stop trying to remember the lyrics. It’s the dream that comes back only after you stop chasing it down the hallway of your mind.

Let go.

Melt a little.

Forget the steps and let your heartbeat be the ritual.

And then there’s doubt — the quiet saboteur. Not a villain with fangs, but a whisper wearing your voice, curling up beside you and murmuring things like “maybe it’s not real,” or “maybe it’s not for me.” It doesn't shout. It sighs. But that doubt? It’s proof you care. You ache for this so much, your mind spins storms just trying to protect you from disappointment. But you're not being punished. You're not unworthy. You're just standing on the edge of the pool, toes curled over the ledge, learning how to trust the fall — learning that sometimes the water catches you even when you close your eyes.

You’re not behind.

You’re not broken.

This isn’t a failure. It’s a slow becoming. It’s scaffolding for a bridge you haven’t crossed yet, but one day, you’ll look back and realize you’ve been building it the whole time.

And the wildest part? So many people shift the moment they give up — not in despair, but in surrender. They drop the script, unclench their hands, exhale all the wanting — and then, like a secret handshake, the wind changes. The universe, cheeky thing that it is, was just waiting to see if you’d soften. If you’d open your palms.

Because sometimes the door doesn’t open when you demand. It opens when you become quiet enough to hear the hinge move.

Maybe the answer isn’t more doing. Maybe it’s undoing. Maybe you don’t need to become the version of yourself who shifts — maybe you already are. Maybe the only thing left is to remember. You’ve been turning the key, every night, in your sleep. Whisper by whisper. Breath by breath.

And one night — without fanfare — it’ll click.

And when it does, you’ll realize: You weren’t waiting for the shift. The shift was waiting for you.

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i mean-damn😭

I’ll trade you🫵 my first born and a limb for the version where the reader d!es in your “You know I love you, right?” SMAU? Deal??

PRETTYPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE

gee, i feel like dr. facilier from princess and the frog with all of these trades and deals lmao

JJK Smau: "I'm sorry I couldn't save you." 💔💔

- the jjk guys texting your number to process their grief after you died

alternate ending to this smau

shiu, nanami, choso, sukuna, toji, geto, and gojo

contains: angst, grief, reader dies, mentions of violence

𝗍ɦ𝖾 ᥣαω 𝖼α𐓣𐓣ⱺ𝗍 𝖿α𝗂ᥣ 𝗒ⱺυ.

the only way the law could "fail" is if you're failing yourself. something that i've learned throughout my journey is that you need to have faith in yourself and know that no matter what your 3D is showing you, it isn't permanent. this current reality isn't forever. and the more i came to terms with that the easier it got for me to focus on my 4D instead of whatever my eyes were showing me.

speaking of 4D and 3D, something i've seen a lot of creators say on here is that you have to ignore your 3D and while i do think that is helpful and does work, you don't have to ignore your 3D. that shit is HARD man especially when all you've ever known is what your eyes have been looking at. something that helped me out before i kinda stopped looking for results in my 3D was tricking my brain. like i would check for my results but if i wasn't seeing them i would just think as if i was. for example, a while back my phone was acting up, like badly. it would NOT charge no matter how many times i would plug it up and i got so frustrated that i ended up breaking one of my portable chargers from putting it in and out of my phone so much 💀

it took me a minute but i remembered that the law is y'know...the law so i started affirming my phone was charging. throughout the next couple of hours, i kept looking at my phone to see if it was charging and sure enough, it wasn't. but instead of giving up entirely i just thought as if it was and every time i checked i would go, "yep my phone's charging alright". that night i went to sleep still affirming because even though my 3D was deadass showing me that my phone did NOT wanna charge, i still knew that there was another reality that my phone was charging in. the next morning i woke up and turned on my phone and it was fully charged unlike the previous night when it was fully dead. my conclusion is, you must have faith in yourself my love. you already know how powerful you are. you've done the research, you've done the methods, you just have to remember that no matter the circumstance, you already have whatever it is that you want. nothing is gonna stop you from getting that desire because it's already yours.

𝗌𝗂𐓣𝖼𝖾𝗋𝖾ᥣ𝗒 𝗒ⱺυ𝗋𝗌,

𝐕𝗂α ☆

shibuya