I Can’t Stop Rereading This!

I can’t stop rereading this!

Interchangeable

Bully!College AU!Hawks x Reader | 12.2k words

Summary: Hawks is the only person who knows about your suicide attempt. Hawks is also the reason for your suicide attempt. He takes responsibility.

TW’s for suicide, depression, angst, guilt

I can’t call this a yandere story despite it being linked to Intertwined. There’s only perhaps two things that you could say are “yandere”,Hawks actually cleans up his act in this one. It’s a little more traditionally romantic.

IMPORTANT Story note, read fully: This won’t make much sense if you haven’t read Intertwined. this is not a chronological sequel to Intertwined, it’s more like another route that could’ve been taken. What I recommend doing is rereading up to the point where reader is phoning her parents about moving colleges, as this is where -for this fic- Intertwined stops and Interchangeable begins. You can read this without any of the yandere stuff, technically.

For those of us not wanting to reread, Hawks is at the point where he is still bullying the reader. The container incident hasn’t happened, Hawks hasn’t confessed his feelings.

We also assume a couple of things about the reader from Intertwined, we assume she’s depressed and that it’s at least partly due to Hawks.

Not so important A/N: the alternate summary for this is “Hawks daddy-doms you into getting better”. but there’s no daddy kink I swear. There is also no smut! Squeaky clean, as Jesus intended. I just wanna rip your heart out a little, that’s all.

this is awkward and im sorry that i can’t write angst or conventional romance. really bros… im just practising 

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Alone in your apartment, you sat in the bathroom, still dressed in your pyjamas as you listened to the tap dripping into the sink.

This was the dead end.

You couldn’t move colleges, only drop out and abandon the scholarship.

With a sense of self worth that had been deteriorating over the past seven years, you were left to bask in hatred and misery from your situation. There was no way you could stand another day of torment; your own humiliation from not being able to avoid it and the voice that perpetually mocked you.

You fiddled with the cuff of your pyjama bottoms. You were wasting time.

Nothing ever seemed to feel like it was worth doing. You’d constantly find yourself giving up in the middle of tasks or simply not taking them on at all, resorting yourself to lying in bed or pausing, standing there and waiting for motivation that never came. But this, this was doable.

When you looked over to the digital clock perched on your bathroom cabinet, you deduced that you were supposed to be at a lecture in five minutes. You weren’t going to go.

Just a little longer.

No note. Let them wonder.

You got up and opened the cabinet.

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“Can you call her? Text her?”

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3 years ago

So much symbolism in this art!

Wilbur Please Come Back The Girls Are Fighting :,/
Wilbur Please Come Back The Girls Are Fighting :,/

Wilbur please come back the girls are fighting :,/

(don’t mind me I’m just making sure I post all my art here ahaha)

2 years ago

I just wish I could get lost in these fictional worlds

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4 years ago

"You can't blame Dabi for being misogynistic because he's a child and Endeavor beat his wife."

Ok what about Shouto, he saw Endeavor beat Rei and went through abusive training yet we've never seen him make any misogynistic remarks. I'm not saying Endeavor's behavior should be excused either. He did play a role in the way Dabi views women imo.

But that doesn't mean we should just ignore the fact that Dabi still potentially hates women as an adult. Endeavor is just the root cause of it. He has little respect for Toga and I believe called her crazy. Though he's not wrong it's still disrespectful since they work together.

It’s a bit frustrating how quick people are to dismiss this part of Dabi’s behaviour just because Dabi is their favourite character and their favourite character can’t be a misogynist or express misogynist views.

Also, don’t they realise that usually this is how misogynists are made? They see people treat women as lesser people and they repeat that behaviour. Originally it isn’t their fault because they’re surrounded by that behaviour but Dabi was also surrounded by people who didn’t hold such views and saw they were wrong and still held them.

I’m not even sure if Dabi is a misogynist myself or if he just expressed his frustration with the females in the family not understanding his views (as they were older and were able to counter them/worry about them) in a misogynistic way however it sure is annoying that so many are quick to ignore such behaviour just because it’s their favourite who is doing it.

Whether Dabi still holds these views is hard to tell, really, considering that he hates everyone, but his treatment of Toga has been given a new light, that’s for sure.

4 years ago

Shoto is such a clueless yandere and I love it!

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✂ Pairing: Yandere! Adult! Shouto Todoroki x Reader

✂ Word Count: 1,2k+

✂ Trigger Warnings: Manipulation, possessiveness, mention of kidnapping

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“Your job’s a joke, you’re broke, your love life’s D.O.A. It’s like you’re always stuck in second gear. When it hasn’t been your day, your week, your month, or even your year, but I’ll be there for you.” - I’ll Be There For You [The Rembrandts]

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4 years ago

KITTIES 8D

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4 years ago

how would hawks be with an asexual s/o? 🥺

Hey anon do you wanna know my random head canon for Keigo??

.... I head canon Keigo as asexual

I don’t know WHY I think that, I just kinda do.

Like, I feel like he doesn’t really go off of sexual attraction, so I think he’s somwhere on the asexual spectrum.

I feel like he just doesn’t really get sexual attraction. (Oh btw I’m talking about canon Keigo)

Now, if he wasn’t asexual, I ligit don’t think he would care all that much if his S/O is.

Like, you would tell him, and if he didn’t know what asexual meant, he would ask some questions, but other than that, manz wouldn’t care.

“Huh, alright. I support you no matter what baby, if I do anything that your uncomfortable with, let me now ok?”

He gets very defensive if anyone try’s to diminish your sexuality, he’ll get super protective.

“Hey, sweetheart, don’t listen to that guy. He doesn’t know what the hell he’s talking’ about.”

At the end of the day, Keigo loves you, no matter your sexuality!

I do want to note that a lot of big name celebrities like Gordon Ramsay, Yao Ming and even the president of Taiwan President Chen have gone public to expose shark fin soup. The consumption of the soup has declined by over 70% and is still going down!

:)

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3 years ago
YEEEEEES!!!!! I Get To Marry Keigo!!!!!

YEEEEEES!!!!! I get to marry Keigo!!!!!

KSKSJSLSKSKLASIIS OKAY GENOS-

KSKSJSLSKSKLASIIS OKAY GENOS-

I'D NEVER SAY NO TO U 🤚

KSKSJSLSKSKLASIIS OKAY GENOS-

Tagging: @kingkyoujurou @presidentmonica @laudthingcat @kampfkuchen85 @cherrykamado @bxbycake @happygoluckyalexis @tonaken + anyone who wants to <3

I'm absolutely in love with the drawing. This perfectly captures the hardships of Aizawa's life. The man works a full time job, is a single father, and spends every waking free time training or doing hero duties. The reason why Aizawa is always sleeping is because he spends most of his nights training. Despite all of his hardships Aizawa always seems to find the time and energy to help the helpless. I feel like this picture perfectly represents both Aizawa as a character, the life he leads.

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4 years ago

This is so bittersweet and yet beautiful at the same time

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