mideum. an archive for my meta posts and critiques. formerly/notoriously known as alphaunni lmao
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Trigun Stampede | s01e07
โSomething heโd never forget. Right.โ
hello have some coloured woofwoofs
Undertaker + professional cat holder
I'm no longer fit to hold you
From that one video. Let the man rest.
Trigun Stampede | s01e09
Meryl amongst the flora.
The truth
something about butterflies
ยป๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ยซ
Lyrics from "Running Up That Hill (A Deal With God)" by Kate Bush.
Image descriptions in ALT.
l tried to imagine and draw encounter scene of Terra and namine , from KH concert 2016 in japan.
Is anyone reaching out to her?
my full piece for the kingdom hearts dark road zine @shatteredestiny-zine โ๏ธ
epic sci-fi Xehanort (this is the heartless factory in kh2 hollow bastion)
Art request: KH3 Sora and Riku are about to kiss
Requited.
hey i love these guys
Another doodle dump!
Iโm right out here for you, just let me in
Xeha mom and baby xeha! requested from my last post!
โ :๏ฝฅ๏พ๏ฝฅ๏พ๏ฝกโท Request more Kh characters ! โ.ใฝ. โณ๏ธ๏ฝฅ ๏พ๏ฝกโท๏ฝฅ
some people are so used to mostly consuming media where the women and people of color are static set dressing in stories about white men that they can't wrap their heads around the concept that female characters and characters of color can have arcs of their own. they'll see a character who's not a white man display a personality flaw that is clearly being set up to be overcome and they see it not as the setup of what promises to be an enticing character journey, but as an essential defining trait of their being, and proceed to demonize such characters for it. white men get to be dynamic and complex, women and people of color get essentialism and a pressure for likeability over good storytelling.
The thing about the wild replies to posts that go around talking about fandom misogyny is that, at least for me, I did have to make an active choice to care about female characters.
There's less of them and they are often written with a lot less to work with and it's easier to focus on dude characters. But I had to look at myself and wonder why I was willing to read pages and pages of meta and fic and headcanons for Julian Bashir when I wasn't interested in the same for Jadzia Dax when they have a similar amount of screentime. Why I wasn't interested in Captain Janeway when she's the lead of her show. Yes, writers are often sexist, but the writers were ableist and homophobic and so on with a million male characters, but I was willing to put the work in to love them. At some point, the viewer/reader/listener's own sexism plays a part in their willingness to engage with a character.
So I had to actively choose to seek out those meta and fic and headcanons for female characters. And it is significantly harder to find than it is for male characters, because most of fandom hadn't questioned their own sexism. But what little of it there is out there is often just as high quality and interesting as the stuff I was already looking at, if not more so because there's the added dimension of fighting against the writers' misogyny, which often requires even more engagement and creativity.
It was, for me, a process that I had to continually work on to care about women characters as much as I did guy ones. But it got easier the more effort I put in. And now those posts about how no one cares about female characters are very relatable to me.
But the way people respond to those posts, it's always "I can't change the fact that the writers are sexist! It's an immutable fact that female characters are less interesting! You're attacking me personally over something that I can't change! And actually, you're the sexist for not realizing how terrible these female characters are and how you're victimizing me asking me to care about them!"
Besties, I promise it is something you can change. You just have to put the work in
people love ignoring canon to a brainrotting degree until you ask them why they donโt give any attention to female/poc characters then they start crying and sobbing about how canon doesnโt give them anything to work with
it is so fucking exhausting and annoying how white women, including and maybe even especially in progressive and leftist spaces, continue acting like they are not themselves still beneficiaries of tremendous privilege simply because they endure sexist or misogynistic discrimination. being a woman does not excuse the fact that you are still white and you still reap the benefits of being white! you do not get to "but sexism!" your way out of being held accountable for saying and doing racist shit!
What would your gravestone say?ย x