Mary Oliver, ‘north Country’

And it’s back to the Kitchen I go, things are finally looking up. Truck will be finished early next week, went from 1/2 a job to 1 1/2 jobs, might have found a house to buy, and finally made an appointment to talk to a Dr. about my anxiety. It’s been a productive week so far. Just goes to show that even when things seem to be at their darkest, the light at the end of the tunnel could only be a day or two away.

Well it seems after a long period of struggling, there might be a light at the end of the tunnel. Finally got called back into the kitchen and from the sounds of it I’ll be in a supervisory role. Couldn’t have come at a better time, shit was getting pretty dark for the past couple weeks.

I still dream about you……

in a mood to completely and utterly dominant a woman.. i mean you don’t have to think about doing a damn thing and you’ll be made to feel small physically and boss babe emotionally

“Its a frightening thought, that in one fraction of a moment you can fall in the kind of love that takes a lifetime to get over.”

— Beau Taplin

Glad to see you’re doing well, would have loved to talk to you but not the time or place. I’ll respect your wishes, and wait for you to ready to talk if you ever are. I really do still miss you, and hope things with your family and health are going better. I’m still confused and kinda struggling to find my way after everything, but I really do wish nothing but good things for you. I really hope you haven’t lost sight of the beautiful soul you tried so hard to hide, and realize that you do deserve to be loved and cared about. I still think you’re absolutely gorgeous, and I will always be here if you want or need to reach out.