Newish state, new to me car, new job; things were looking up then my dog goes and unsnaps his collar like he’s the next reincarnation of Houdini, runs out in the road and gets hit by a car. All of this happened about 5-10 mins before I got back from work. One week, 4k, and lots of ups and downs but he’s making a decent recovery and will hopefully fully recover.
Why?
God I miss you, I feel as if I’ve lost a part of myself and I’m not sure I’ll ever find it again. I can’t fix anything at this point because no matter what I do nothing feels right, it’s just empty……I’m so lost
Having a cute sub to fuck my anger out on, manhandling them in every position possible and pounding into them until they're clawing at my skin and begging me to slow down, whispering in their ear to "fucking take it" with their legs shaking, cum dripping down their inner thighs.
Jean-Paul Sartre, The Selected Essays