Have U Ever Looked At Someone And Hope They Stay In Your Life Forever

Finally taking the heads to the machine shop today, 2 weeks and the xterra will live again!

In other news, filed for my LLC and started the application process on a few small business grants. Already have the loan secured, but figured I might as well try to borrow as little as possible. Less than a year away from owning a couple properties, and getting to realize 3 of my life goals as long as everything goes to plan. Always knew I’d find a way to create stability for myself and make the world a better place at the same time. I can’t wait to see what the next year of my life will bring.

“It’s easy to take off your clothes and have sex. People do it all the time. But opening up your soul to someone, letting them into your spirit, thoughts, fears, future, hopes, dreams… that is being naked.”

— Rob Bell

museum dates and late night walks

Just a friendly reminder, the moss loves you and the mushrooms think your kinda cute.

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Yup, bed all day sounds amazing. Back to teaching myself coding to distract my self from all these hellacious intrusive thoughts. Like, “thanks brain, I get it you hate me too, can we be a little more chill about it though? “

Today is makes 8 months of sobriety from Alcohol, and substances. I’m so fucking proud of myself!! Sucks that I had to walk away from everyone to achieve it, so there’s no one to celebrate it with, but just knowing I did it on my own makes it that much better.

Working towards this point, can’t let anxiety set my boundaries anymore

“My philosophy is: It’s none of my business what people say of me, and think of me. I am what I am, and I do what I do. I expect nothing, and accept everything. And it makes life so much easier.”

— Anthony Hopkins