Cassandra Clare

I’d love to hear your voice and see your smile again. You’ve been on my mind a lot these last couple weeks, I found a few of your old notes and doodles as I was sorting through my storage preparing for the move. Even with the time that has passed and everything that has happened, they brought a much needed smile to my face as everything else in my life has seemed to be in an uncontrollable downward spiral. Even if I don’t hear from you, thank you for those moments. They have helped me through some difficult and uncertain times. You are missed more than I know how to express. I hope you see this and this message finds you in good spirits and doing well.

No rush, there’s plenty of time, but when you’re ready. I’d truly like to HEAR how you’re doing and how you’ve been.

Pls tell me about your day, I care. You are not a burden, and I want to hear about it❤️

“I over-analyze situations because I’m scared of what will happen if I’m not prepared for it.”

— Turcois Ominek

I hope you heal and find your peace. I will always love you, I will always be rooting for you, and a piece of my heart and soul will always be yours. Please be good to yourself and find others whose soul is as beautiful as yours. I wish I could be there, but I can’t watch the soul I love devour itself because the pain of the world is too much. Doing that almost led me down the same path, and we both deserve better than that, we are both far more valuable than that. Thank you for all of the brightness that you brought to my life, and for showing me that everything I surrounded myself with was just a distraction from what I truly wanted.

Until the atoms that make up my soul no longer exist and across countless lifetimes.

Just a friendly reminder, the moss loves you and the mushrooms think your kinda cute.

Mary Oliver

The feeling when you realize that after 34 years of struggling, falling apart, and being stuck in a constant cycle of self destruction that I most likely have pretty severe ADHD………. The “Ah Ha” moment to end all. Guess it’s time to go get tested and see if I can find some help for it.

You just end up getting used up until there’s nothing left. None of the light that shone so brightly before. Just a husk, a shade of the beauty that once was, and it’s absolutely heartbreaking to know, that the person that was will never be again.