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Life has been interesting to say the least. I’m finally looking forward to wrapping up my legal issues even though it’s on the same day I turn 34. Guess it’ll be my present to myself, and proof that I’m growing. This past year or so has taught me a lot about myself and a lot of the things I thought I knew. It’s an understatement to say that it’s been rough, but, sometimes pain is the best teacher. I have survived, I will preserve, I won’t give up, and I will continue to improve. This chapter might have been a bit dark, but the next one might be the best yet.

“Its a frightening thought, that in one fraction of a moment you can fall in the kind of love that takes a lifetime to get over.”

— Beau Taplin

Newish state, new to me car, new job; things were looking up then my dog goes and unsnaps his collar like he’s the next reincarnation of Houdini, runs out in the road and gets hit by a car. All of this happened about 5-10 mins before I got back from work. One week, 4k, and lots of ups and downs but he’s making a decent recovery and will hopefully fully recover.

I wish we would have treated both ourselves and each other better. I’m sorry I lost my mind, and any respect for myself. I’m still always here if you want to reach out. I still care and I still want to be in each other’s lives. I get it if that’s not possible when you’re in a relationship, and I’ll respect that. Hell, I don’t even know if you want me around at all. I just know I miss you so incredibly much.