Bxirdo - Angel

i need a cigarette + bottle of wine

“'dallas is gone,' i said. 'he ran out like the devil was after him. he's gonna blow up. he couldn't take it.'

how can i take it? i wondered. dally is tougher than i am. why can i take it when dally can't? and then i knew. johnny was the only thing dally loved. and now johnny was gone.’’

Me When Minor Inconvenience…

i’ve spent my whole life trying to be someone else. how am i supposed to know who i really am anymore? i don’t know my own favorite color or food, i’m not sure what i enjoy doing and what i’m forcing myself to do for people to like me

it's getting worse again (it never got better to begin with)

removing all of my memories in attempts to become a chill guy

how to start healing journey (easy steps) (takes less than a week) (makes everyone you wronged forgive you) (not a scam) ?