Choosing To Lie To Myself And Tell Myself That Fighting Was The Only Time Narrator Felt Something So

Choosing to lie to myself and tell myself that fighting was the only time Narrator felt something so naturally Tyler would only feel nothing when fighting

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2 months ago
MY YAOIS! ^o^

MY YAOIS! ^o^

2 months ago

Trans guys will watch a movie and relate to the most maladjusted character ever to exist


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3 months ago

The whole 'a part of me died with him' concept but literally. After Tyler dies the narrator had huge chunks of memory gone, and unable to remember anything from that period of time Tyler was around.

Narrator going on a plane weeks later, and seeing the fake pamphlets Project Mayhem planted and completely believing them, getting panicked and sweaty at the sight of them, not being able to sleep through the flight like he vaguely remembers being used to.

For months he feels like something has gone, like when you forget a word but he felt it about an entire portion of his life, it was just gone. He sees a woman at an insomniac support group and feels uneasy, like he saw her in a dream somehow. Running out of the room when she calls him 'Tyler', even though he used fake names all the time, and probably had used that one at least once before.

At bars the men call him 'Sir', and 'Mr Durden', and he doesn't understand why- maybe it's the suit, maybe these bruised and bloodied men respect his authority, even though he knew he had lost enough weight over months to just look like a child playing dress-up.

"You look like Chloe" a voice whispered in the back of his skull as he lookedat his nude body, it was a voice that certainly felt like his, but he had no clue anymore. He puts it all down to a lack of sleep. People do crazy things when they're tired enough, he tells himself daily as new oddities pop out.

One day, after considering himself healed enough from what he considers a mental breakdown, he attempts to go back to work, only to get a panicked look from the pretty young receptionist and security called. He doesn't know what happened, but he wasn't working there anymore.

And even the bus driver is calling him 'Sir'.


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2 months ago
Fight Clubs Your Stobotnik
Fight Clubs Your Stobotnik

Fight Clubs your Stobotnik

2 months ago
HETERO LIFEMATES 🍃💨🌀☀️ !!!

HETERO LIFEMATES 🍃💨🌀☀️ !!!

2 months ago

What level of rotted is it when you think you're the most basic man alive for loving the chemical burn scene forgetting that normal people would NOT find that sexual in the slightest nevermind romantic


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2 months ago

If they remade fight club Tyler would have a podcast and a soapcoin


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4 months ago

if i was immortal killing myself would be my hobby and like i truly believe it would fix something in me. i do

2 months ago

Thinking of becoming a hermit in a cave again #hermit #suicidalhermitlifestyle

2 months ago
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