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βDo you remember that story about that young man who almost beat me up? It was a very funny story. It was very funny, I made a lot of people laugh about his ignorance, and the reason I could do that is because Iβm very good at this job. I actually am pretty good at controlling the tension. And I know how to balance that to get the laugh at the right place. But in order to balance the tension in the room with that story, I couldnβt tell that story as it actually happened. Because I couldnβt tell the part of the story where the man realized his mistake. And he came back. And he said βOh, no, I get it. Youβre a lady faggot. Iβm allowed to beat the shit out of you.β And he did! He beat the shit out of me and nobody stopped him. And I didnβtβ¦ report that to the police, and I did not take myself to the hospital, and I should have. And you know why I didnβt? Itβs because I thought that was all I was worth.
And that is what happens when you soak one child in shame, and give permission to another to hate. And that was not homophobia pure and simple, people. That was gendered. If Iβd been feminine, that would not have happened. I am incorrectly female. I am incorrect, and that is a punishable offense.
And this tension, itβs yours. I am not helping you anymore. You need to learn what this feels like because thisβ¦ this tension is what non-normals carry inside of them all of the time because it is dangerous to be different.β
Paso la tormenta o este es el ojo del huracΓ‘n? Pregunto sin mirar afuera SabΓa que el viento traΓa a gran velocidad La basura que no saco afuera y asΓ me toca confrontar La guerra que hay en mi interior Armas sutiles se usan de veneno Ignore siempre la soluciΓ³n Por eso miento cuando digo que estoy bien Pero lo siento se que todo va a cambiar mostrame un mundo donde pueda estar sin ver Todos los dΓas esta inmensa estupidez Que va a explotar en mΓ explotar en vos
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i need friends and constant attention
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β M O N D A Yβ
π©People can be so shittyπ©