"what If Im A Bad Person" Yeah? Well What If You Arent? What If You're Trying Your Best And You're Growing

"what if im a bad person" yeah? well what if you arent? what if you're trying your best and you're growing and you're kind? what then?

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caologia
4 months ago
the darkness is spreading earlier and earlier. I have stopped looking for myself in pictures. I ask my therapist: if I cannot see my hands how will anyone know to love me. he tells me that it is best to not speak of what happens at night. I do not speak in winter. I watch the news. I think about what picture they would use if I died. it is a miracle babies are born at all. I think a baby is what happens when you get tired of leaving notes on someone’s nightstand before they wake up. if men could carry babies we would watch childbirth on ESPN. we would place bets on it. the world is on fire again but I’m not alone this time. I just want to touch someone who thinks of me while their coffee cools. I just want to kiss a mouth that has grown my name inside. I just want to make good use of all this nighttime. instead I make lists of everything outside that can kill me. the organic market next door is at the top. how much is too much to ask for nourishment. take what is left of my hands. give them back when the sun comes.

[the darkness is spreading earlier and earlier] by Hanif Abdurraqib

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sorry for complaining so much it’s just that I need to

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I really hate to admit to people who are close to me (and I'll never do it) that Idgaf about anyone except myself and my favorite person. Its not like I don't wanna be with my friends but I don't feel empathy to them and care about them at all. And I don't really feel bad or guilty about it.

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i’m so fucking tired of feeling wrong. i have felt wrong for my entire life.

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caologia - awaken and aching
caologia
awaken and aching

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