By somehow he intensified and at the same time enlightened my wishes about these relationships with older mens, he talked abt how there’s a search for something that goes beyond sex with these mens that resonated with me deeply
Ion know it feels like I’m always searching for something bc I never felt the way I wanted like I still think abt opioids and other drugs bc I never achieved the high I wanted and bc of that it keeps me craving to do it in order to fulfill this search and this goes beyond drugs, I feel like I’m always too excited to go out and walk around the city and pick up a lot of drinks in the middle of the walk bc I never done this, I never felt that feeling of “That was awesome” after doing something
crimescen3
Me everytime I see a white tiger triumph 800
I wish I was getting drunk listening to some hard techno on a abandoned facility in the middle of nowhere
crystal castles, 2008
Well I’m guess this is my new twitter
Again… again…
Well I’m guess this is my new twitter