What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.
You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself
but you killed everyone else around you too.
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mango (derogatory)
Non binary isn't trans it's attention seeking
Hey anon? Why don't you shut the fuck up?
Why the fuck do you have to be sauch acreep anon, Get.Lost.Fucking.Freak
just the sight of your amazing lips makes me want to cum
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what the fuck do i even say to this. i’m fucking 16. you fucking creep.
There it is
Daniel Sloss- “Jigsaw”
Like WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCKING FRICKITY FRICK FRACK SNIC SNAC TIKITY TIK TAK Anon. How could someone be so fucking damn stupid.
I read that u live in Desi, I'm not racist but if you wanna read something other than bible get out ur country and go to hindu.
Lmaooo, what do you expect me to say?? Okay, first of all:
-Desi is not a place
-Neither is Hindu
I generally ignore asks like yours, but honestly though… you were the sperm that won?!?! 😐
And here’s the tea bucket
Isn’t it great (horrible) that if you search up Noah Schnapp x Reader you will find more Finn Wolfhard x Reader (or Mike Wheeler x Reader) fics than Noah or Will fics. idk guys this just makes me sad. Appreciate Noah, he’s great
I mean keeping you sexuality a secret is ok, but why on this fucking earth would you not want to launch that cornhead into a dying star?
there is not a single reason to not reblog this
Damn Sis, you are so pretty. Can’t believe you’re 16, I’m 16 too and I look like A tornado and an earthquake had a hate child.
Just found out about your race. What do you mean you're brown??. Why can't you say you're black? I am confused here. Do you hate your skin color or something?
lol ok
so i’m from india which means i’m indian and us people from southeast asia have like a typical skin colour-- we don’t look stereotypically “asian” so when we call ourselves asian people give us funny looks, but we aren’t technically black either, because we aren’t descended from africa.
and anyways, my skin tone is literally brown like there’s no other way to describe it, so i call myself brown =)