//I WAS WAITING SO HARD FOR YOU TO RREBLOG THAT ASK MEME So ❥ - a childhood memory / ☤ - a memory of death/loss / ✍ - a memory of their mother / ♬ - a friend/best friend memory I AM SORRY I AM A HORRIBLE PERSON
(Part 1: Memory of Childhood)
Enzan sat quietly at his wooden desk. His PET was propped up on it’s stand in front of him. At this point, no navi graced it’s screen. It was a grey tool, used only for studies.
Toes brushed the floor as tiny legs kicked back and forth. A pencil drummed out an irregular tatoo on the desk’s surface. The test was almost over, and he was pretty sure he’d gotten every question right. His private studies and lessons had been getting much harder, and he didn’t know why. He’d had less time to go places with mommy.
The few times he did see her, she was very tired and needed to rest after only being with her a short time. She’d still been there to stop his nightmares though. With a hand through his hair, and a low hum, they were banished in seconds.
He shook his head, concentrating on the last question of the test. After he was done he could go visit her.
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Lunar: We cared! We accepted you! Just like we did with Solar!
Thats not what Nexus said
I have already said this time and time again but never in any public space, but I strongly believe if New Moon/Nexus hadn’t blindly accused Ruin before gathering any evidence, Ruin wouldn’t have gone through with his plan
Ruin never asked for access to parts until AFTER he was accused. Sure he was messing around with arcade cabinets before but for all we know that could’ve been less rooting around for parts and more actually trying to fix them
Ruin had an entire diary entry about wanting to be useful and not feeling like a burden.
Eclipse was rebuilt to be a distraction for Sun and Moon, but then Ruin was kidnapped by him. Afterwards, who gave a plan and captured Eclipse? Ruin.
Looking back at that episode I can imagine Ruin thinking “I think I’ve made a mistake” which is when he first started looking for a way to spare this dimension and Solar’s dimension. Solar who freed him from his cell and fixed his body for him. When he says he didn’t want Solar to die, I honestly believe him.
During the interrogation, no matter how good of an actor Ruin is, the pain in his voice when New Moon said, to his face, that he wasn’t even considered a friend, that pain was real. The moment that New Moon put a chip in Ruin’s body and forcibly searched through his memories was the moment that Ruin decided no matter what, to go through with the plan. “Looks like I was wrong…”
Yes, Ruin has done horrible things but we’ve seen time and time again that Ruin never had a choice before, why would he feel like he had one now? When he’s so close to punishing the council for what they’ve done to his home.
Not to sound like an apologist but, in the end, maybe what Ruin did was a mercy after all. At the same time, if anyone had let Ruin know that he could rely on him, that they trusted him, he may have not felt the need to go as far as multi-dimensional genocide.
Who ruined that? Nexus. He told EVERYONE about how he suspected Ruin of being Eclipse’s creator which prompted everyone else to keep their distance. Sure he apologized but even Ruin could tell it was from a place of pity than actual guilt. But, as always, it can never be Nexus’ fault, can it?
I just realized that killing solor might just be a excuse to redesign solor and add some trauma.
I swear if theyre going to release a "SUNS death in VRCHAT" episode right after a normal gaming videos im gonna lose it.
Wanted to doodle Lunar with parts of Terapagos’ look for funsies
has this been done yet?
Doodles I made of a certain episode 💀 (tsams)
Some correlate some are just random ash😭 (these are PLATONIC)
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Oh, the reason sun's teeth are not red like in my first drawing of this au well let's just say... His teeth only go red when he is searching info on things, in the first drawing of the au he was well searching info when Bloodmoon came in so he didn't really finish downloading info I've had not figured out on what tho.