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I love him

Ukyo:

Me:

Gorou absolutely has no permission to be this cute. It's illegal to be this cute

I win.

I got introspective one day and sketched out a 6 panel comic. It sat in a folder for a few days before I expanded it to 10. Then it sat for a week. After which, I moved on. The expiration date had passed, and the comic joined the rest of the half-drawn files in the very same folder. 

I still don’t like it anymore, but I’ll take the victories where I can.

tw: cheating

[ 22:25 ] if loving kaeya was hard enough, then learning to unlove him was just as much.

it hits you like a bullet at random times of the day. memories you thought you have already buried in the deepest part of your mind pierces your skin and strikes directly to your heart. soften fragments of him and everything that had to do with him haunting your mind, like an annoying ghost you couldn't exorcise. his sweet words poisoning your mind to no end, the places on your body that he once touched kept burning your skin.

but was it so wrong to still want him despite it all?

(it is.)

there was a tiny part of you that regretted ever walking away, the you who still believed in him—the you who's still intoxicated with his destructive love. and you had to clench your fists to the point they're cloudy white to ground yourself that it's for the better, digging your feet into the earth to prevent yourself from running back to his cold unloving arms.

you had to remind yourself again and again that kaeya does not deserve you after everything he had done, for breaking you to the point you believed you're can't be fixed. for burning your soul to ashes with the heat of his touch that had grown cold. for drowning you in his ocean of lies, dragging you to the very bottom without letting you breathe.

you had to remind yourself that choosing to end your ties with him was better than letting him ruin you even further than he already had, and that you were not at fault that he chose to love someone else when he already had you in the very beginning.

you did nothing wrong.

you gave him everything you had and more. you just simply loved him more than he ever did to you, and there was nothing wrong with that. it's not wrong to miss the kaeya you once loved. it's not wrong to let your heart break and cry for him for now because you know, in time, it will heal itself back up.

and when you start to understand, these memories of him that revisit you will stop becoming haunted. you'll stop wanting it, him, back. the distant images only becomes a reminder that not everything that seems attached on you is for you. and everything will become easier when you have come to terms that you deserve better, that it is only right for you to walk away.

you decided that this isn't an ending, but rather a revolution. a better beginning, a redirection. like finding a map after a year of being lost—on him.

you can leave in the morning

[Pairing/s: Kazuha x reader]

Genre: angst

Warning: none

Summary: Kazuha decided to end things with the reader when he became a wanted criminal in Inazuma and plan to flee to Liyue, but before he could leave they asked him to stay for the night.

You can almost hear your heart shatter from the words that slip out from KAZUHA'S lips, your body visibly tremble, your eyes wide open, and your mouth agape from disbelief. Years of shared love and trust along with build up memories plays in your mind like a broken film, and as quickly as the memories came, so does it disappears, pulling yourself back to reality.

"Why?" Is the only words that manage to slip out from your lips, it came out like a whisper in the wind, afraid that if you raise your voice any higher it'll crack.

"I do not wish for you to get drag in to my mess any further-"

"Kazuha, I'm your lover-"

"Were" he retorted but paused at the word he uttered, "you were my lover", he continues with a blank expression on his face.

Even when his face lacks emotions, his eyes speaks millions as it stares right to your own and the only word you could describe what it shows is heartache.

"It's the only way I could keep you safe."

You clench at your kimono whilst trying to stop the tears from falling, you drop your head down and gaze at the floor not wanting Kazuha to see your expression right now.

"When are you leaving?"

"Tomorrow at dawn."

"Then, will you stay for the night?"

Kazuha turn to look away, his bangs casting shadows on to his eyes, pressing his lips into a thin line.

"I can't."

"Please..." You plead, feeling desperate for him to stay.

"You can leave in the morning, so please stay for the night."

"Alright..."

And when you woke in the morning he was gone.

Haruhi & Mori

how genshin characters kiss you

ft. diluc, kaeya, childe, zhongli, xiao, venti, albedo, scaramouche, dansleif and lumine my wife <3

𝐃𝐈𝐋𝐔𝐂 kisses you tenderly like he's handling yet another glass of wine. The embrace he has you in is enough to make you melt against his touch. Gentle, yet passionate, he always gets lost in the moment. The feeling of your lips against his makes cheeks warm, this intimate gesture was a feeling he'd never thought that was this addicting. When he pulls away, expect him to look like his breath was caught away. Red cheeks, messy hair. How endearing he looks.

"May I?"

𝐊𝐀𝐄𝐘𝐀 kisses you like you're the most delicious thing he'd ever tasted. An arm wrapped around your waist while the other is carefully wrapped on the side of your face, these are the rare moments that kaeya let's his inner soul to be loved. You'd be suprised on how nice the kiss feels. It's just the right amount of deepness, to him. Kaeya, knows exactly what things that get you like, sloppy kisses or fast ones. He uses his tall physique to tower over your small body..,

"You seem quite taken aback. Did I suprise you?"

𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐃𝐄 kisses you like he's been wanting to even though you already kissed a while ago. Childe never gets enough of your lips, he finds the startled look on your face when he captures your lips in his own simply thrilling. With both his hands resting on your hips, childe likes to get you in the moment with fast and sloppy kisses. He doesn't necessarily care for audience but there's just something about getting caught making out in one of those alleys.

"I'm sorry, your lips simply looked too irresistible"

𝐙𝐇𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐋𝐈 kisses you like you're a fragile doll that even the slightest touch may break your skin. Old traditions have practically imprinted zhongli's mind, he's a complete gentleman. Asking for your permission for a simple embrace, including kisses. He likes the feeling of your body pressed firmly against his. With his height, he sometimes has to lean down so he can capture your lips better. With his thumb rubbing soothing circles om your palm, and the other gently cupping your chin. Zhongli cherishes these intimate moments.

"My dear, you are something else.."

𝐗𝐈𝐀𝐎 kisses you like he doesn't know to. Frankly, he actually doesn't. However he does have to admit that he first thought that the way mortals spoke so highly of a small interaction like 'kissing' a waste of time. The first time you both kissed though, xiao found himself sitting on top of wangshu inn looking at the starry veil that covered the sky with a finger over his lips. He felt literal tingles cover his body in a way it hadn't before. Xiao is stiff but he will get the hang of kissing after a few times, he could've been a fast learner if he wasn't so nervous. (Yes, you noticed.)

"Is this the sensation mortals talked about..? Hmph... How foolish"

𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈 kisses you like he knows there'll be moments like this again and he couldn't wait for it. Venti likes the feeling of your arm wrapped around his neck while his embraced your waist tightly. He likes to tease you by lighty pecking your lips then pulling away with a wink that makes your heart race, sometimes. He would pull you off your feet and spin you around. You still don't know how he does this though. Probably because of the fact that he makes you lighter with anemo.

"Say.. You seem quite enthralled! Is it because of me?"

𝐀𝐋𝐁𝐄𝐃𝐎 kisses you like it's everything he'd ever needed. Relationships are a hassle according to albedo. But when you get together he finally sees why every couple does everything they can to keep themselves together, he will drop everything and approach you if you asked for a kiss. Don't worry, he isn't desperate. Just curious as to why he feels so warm and loved in your embrace. Albedo likes to take things slow, processing the tingles he feels each second.

"That was a new experience, do you mind if we do it again?"

𝐒𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐌𝐎𝐔𝐂𝐇𝐄 kisses you like he doesn't want to. That's actually an act of some sorts to look superior and all. The roll of his eyes and the strings of insults and denial that spill from his mouth makes it seem like he doesn't want to kiss you, you also laughed at the way he stiffened up when you actually pressed your lips against his. You've got to say. The red blush coating is cheeks in either embarrassment or anger was very cute. Scaramouche likes to take things fast. Rough and fast kisses are just in his nature so expect them when he's in a particularly good mood to pull you into a heated kiss.

"You want a kiss? no." (His last words before he actually kissed you later on)

𝐃𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐋𝐄𝐈𝐅 kisses you like it's something he wanted to do but just hasn't gathered the courage to do so. He's a mysterious man, wanting to keep hos thoughts to himself rather than speaking. However when he's with you, his quiet demeanor was quickly reduced to a fool completely in love with you, dansleif kisses you while leaning down seeing as he's quite tall. He doesn't know why but the sight of you trying to reach him on your tippy toes elitists a soft and gentle smile out of him.

"If you let me. May I?"

𝐊𝐀𝐙𝐔𝐇𝐀 kissss you like he's overcome with love. Perhaps it's the way he'd steal fleeting glances at your form so carelessly that even the crew had noticed. Even so, he's a carefree soul looking for the true peace of his heart. When he notices his heart rate speed up along the way his face blooms in a soft shade of barely traceable red. He concludes that you are his eternal peace and happiness. When Kazuha first kisses you. It's like he's been waiting for this since forever. If it was you then he will wait forever.

"Can I kiss you again.?

𝐋𝐔𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐄 kisses you like she's never done it before. Its actually true, she'd never gone this far. In a relationship atleast. To you, it's kinda amusing to see the headstrong and confident lumine reduced to a shy and flustered mess. She isn't sure on what to do so she just follows your lead. This is your downfall, cause she will get used to this and not be flustered anymore. The tables turn, she will sometimes suprise you with a kiss then walk away.

"H-huh.. Did you just.."

this is my advanced thank you for 300 followers (even though we are 20 short) thank you all!

𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐍 𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐀𝐂𝐓 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓

“so you are saying that there are 7 bilion people and i fell in love with someone who doesn’t exist? hell yeah i did”

LOOK AT HIM!!!?! He’s adorable and I will physically fight anyone who says otherwise ╭(°A°`)╮

Hold the Aether.

Love the Aether.

Appreciate the Aether.

No Lumine slander allowed tho

Character Teaser - "Kaedehara Kazuha: Moonlit Breeze" | Genshin Impact

The journey following his escape from Inazuma will be long and fraught with peril, something Kaedehara Kazuha is well aware of.

The moon floats in the sky, and a gentle breeze blows by. Though a storm is coming, the ronin shall brave it with song and wine.