C | 18+ | they/them | huge cinema nerd☆ caution: showcasing of my obsessions! °~make chester proud~°
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so i finally came around to watch it and well...
i think sad and gay describes it perfectly☆
single dad mobius my love💕
GIVE LOKI HIS FRIENDS BACK
overall -> 10/10
super terrified of the new loki ep tomorrow send help😀
super terrified of the new loki ep tomorrow send help😀
where are my matthew lillard girlies gays & theys??!! WHERE ARE Y'ALL AT?💕
i loved this man since scream agh
my fellow transmasc korn fans i just found these
i'm just gonna go explode real quick brb
[photo creds to owner]
okay this just made my day🖤
i love this song so much agh! happy almost halloween🎃
just cut off my toxic mother & her husband send tweet✌️
of course she didn’t even think why i don't wanna do anything with them anymore.
no, it's definitely not related to all these years of having to listen to everything that's wrong with and about me, them saying shit about my dad & having any attempt at talking squashed to pieces. yes i searched for things to do so i didn't have to visit on the weekends, yes that wasn't right but hell if i let my mental health suffer anymore than i already did.
omg please that would be amazing
If someone could write a fic about Mobius M. Mobius being a cane user and like,,, idk just some fluffy romantic shit between Loki and he during their 1893 trip I’d be eternally grateful
I’d write it myself usually, but I have no motivation or energy and am severely depressed rn and a new cane user and this would just make my fucking day thank you :,)
i-
I AM ACTIVELY LOSING IT RIGHT NOW
update 2:
AAAAAAA GELSENKIRCHEN HERE WE GOOO!🔥🔥
no feuerzone tickets sadly but we got category 1 seats right up front! my dad got tickets on the right side of the stage because he knows how much i love richard xD
so happy right now aaaagh🖤🖤🖤
who am i gonna see there? :-)
update 1:
FRANKFURT YAY! okay, my dad will try to get FZ tickets for Gelsenkirchen tomorrow and we will try to get tickets for one Frankfurt show in the LIFAD presale once more, extra early and prepared this time:-D
no luck in the LIFAD presale at all🔥 (definitely not crying rn *sobs*)
couldn't go in at 11 because of school...
my dad will try on wednesday immediately at 11 a.m. on the dot! we're gonna get those damn feuerzone tickets i swear to god😂 never have i been so stressed about a ticket sale before lol
who got lucky?🖤 (& who has tips for the ticket sale?🫡)
HUH
HUH??!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAA
LOSING MY SHIT RIGHT NOW
mans did not just
I LOVE THIS DUDE SO MUCH HAHAHAAAA
WHERE DID HE SAY THAT I NEED TO HEAR IT (for scientific reasons🤠)
It is with my great pleasure that I introduce the Nu Metal Cowboy
Mr Fred Durst himself
ladies, gentlemen and everything in between my questioning ass needs some help! specifically from my trans peeps, ftm if you will (bc maybe i am) but everyone's welcome to share:
how did y'all realize it? did something trigger it or was it a long term process? did anything help you realize it, like something that just made you go "oh damn"?
experiences, advice, stories - everything's appreciated♡ (just be nice please i'm confused as hell)
*distant screaming into pillow*
Chino Moreno propaganda pls
:)
rammstein in groningen, 07.07.2023
during sonne
this is one of my shots! the post concert blues are staying for so long so here's moi going through all my pics & videos again☆
i love love love this one so much, i've had it as my lockscreen since the day after the concert♡ the flame over the tower almost looking like a heart and catching richard on the screen? i was so happy when i got this🥰
autumn but metal playlists, living in hoodies, pumpkin stuff everywhere, korn, spooky movies on tv again, shorter days & longer nights, rain, boots, deftones, driving around, beanies, headphones, long walks, addams family, deep talks, foggy mornings, limp bizkit, halloween, leaves turning red & brown, more baking, cargo pants, darker colours, coats
i'm looking out a window
into a world that's taken you from me
and I'm feeling so disgusted
how pathetic can I possibly be?
little vent incoming ( sfw though! )
anyways my mental health's not doing well so this song's on repeat right now - comfort music and stuff.
it's half past eleven, i gotta get up at five a.m. & i can't sleep at all since my brain's going a mile a minute:-) dysphoria's also kicking ass again! fun times
bro😩 staaaaawp (don't)
I wanna worship the ground this man walks on and treat him like a god
real talk here, i'd fold like a wet paper towel if someone kissed my neck like that😭
guitarists being adorable part 1000000♾
"metal bands are scary"
metal bands:
poland2 🥹🖤
okay starting a good omens support group who's with me
the gender envy i felt watching mr. howl jenkins pendragon (especially blonde) saunter about there looking all fine and shit was STRONG
SOBBING I LOVE HIMMMM
liebe ist für alle da 🏳️⚧️
honestly when it started i thought i had gone straight to heaven
Rammlied is the perfect song to open a concert with.
i think the most beautiful thing i experienced at the r+ concert in groningen was this:
they were playing ausländer right? i have watched many many maaany videos of the beautiful outro yet i wasn't one bit prepared to hear it live - safe to say i was tearing up instantly when richard started playing. sobbing. call me dramatic, but that moment was simply magical. so i'm in tears, somehow keeping my phone up despite my emotional breakdown bc that was one of the moments i desperately wanted to film and i look down our seat row for a moment; what do i see? another girl my age, also filming & sobbing hysterically like i was. we meet eyes and we both start giggling through it while we, of course, keep watching richard. when the solo ends we're both by far the loudest ones to cheer (it was definitely audible haha, some people looked at us all weird & stuff but honestly, their worries). we meet eyes again and have like, a whole fangirling conversation through wild gestures, silent talking and basically freaking out and dare i say after the concert itself that was the best experience of the day. we didn't even talk afterwards (i was so exhausted & my feet hurt so i just wanted to get to our car😅 if you see this girly i'm sorry) but i'll remember that always.
music connects strangers of all kinds through so many ways and it's delightful to witness it myself once more. on one more note kudos to the three elderly dudes in front of us who kept singing with me and hyped me up☆☆☆
that's it, much love to anyone who read all of this. i just wanted to share something positive :-) if y'all want keep the positivity chain going, i'd love to hear some of your experiences♡ i'm sure some of us are definitely needing it
thank you rammstein, for a night i'll never forget♡
FERAL
ABSOLUTELY FERAL
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