I don’t need food to survive, I need control. Food = failure. I’m not thin enough to be accepted. If I eat, I’m a failure. I’ll be happier when I lose more weight. The less I eat, the better I feel about myself. I can’t be myself unless I’m thin. I’m disgusting.
My body isn’t good enough. Every bite I eat makes me feel out of control. Eating is a weakness. If I eat, I’ll get fat and worthless. I have to be perfect, and perfect means thin. I’ll only be happy if I reach my goal weight. No one will love me if I gain weight.
I feel so much better when I don’t eat. I’m not thin enough to be worthy of love. I’m not good enough unless I’m perfect. Food is a form of self-punishment. I can’t stop thinking about food and weight. The less I eat, the more I feel in control.
I’ll never be happy with my body no matter how much I lose. Being hungry is a sign of strength. If I let myself eat, I’ll lose control. I’ll never be satisfied with my body.
some mealsp0 from pinterest
some recipes may be inaccurate and make multiple servings, so be sure to calculate the calories of your own ingredients too!
If u want to lose quickly, do a water f4st
If u want to cancel food noise, intermittent f4st
If u want to lose consistently, eat protein and fiber
If u want to rid bloating, drink a gal of water
If u want to lose for 3 days straight, lift weights
If u want to gain, keep doing what ur doing
If you develop an eating disorder when you are already thin to begin with, you go to the hospital.
If you develop an eating disorder when you are not thin to begin with, you are a success story.
So when I evaporated, of course everyone congratulated me on getting healthy.
Girls at school who never spoke to me before stopped me in the hallway to ask how I did it.
I say, “I am sick.”
They say, “No, you’re an inspiration.”
How could I not fall in love with my illness?
With becoming the kind of silhouette people are supposed to fall in love with?
Why would I ever want to stop being hungry when anorexia was the most interesting thing about me?
~When The Fat Girl Gets Skinny, Blythe Baird
When he thinks u dont want him going through your phone bc ur cheating but you just dont want him to find your edblr
Every morning, shivering and walking naked to the scale 😬⚖️
love this take
(𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝓶𝔂 𝓹𝓲𝓬𝓽𝓾𝓻𝓮, 𝓯𝓸𝓾𝓷𝓭 𝓸𝓷 𝓣𝓲𝓴𝓣𝓸𝓴)
like, i didn’t say i was ugly. i just said i was fat. DAMN.
SW:190 CW:160 GW:100Starting this blog to hold myself accountable and keep track of my wl
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