I Don’t Need Food To Survive, I Need Control. Food = Failure. I’m Not Thin Enough To Be Accepted.

I don’t need food to survive, I need control. Food = failure. I’m not thin enough to be accepted. If I eat, I’m a failure. I’ll be happier when I lose more weight. The less I eat, the better I feel about myself. I can’t be myself unless I’m thin. I’m disgusting.

My body isn’t good enough. Every bite I eat makes me feel out of control. Eating is a weakness. If I eat, I’ll get fat and worthless. I have to be perfect, and perfect means thin. I’ll only be happy if I reach my goal weight. No one will love me if I gain weight.

I feel so much better when I don’t eat. I’m not thin enough to be worthy of love. I’m not good enough unless I’m perfect. Food is a form of self-punishment. I can’t stop thinking about food and weight. The less I eat, the more I feel in control.

I’ll never be happy with my body no matter how much I lose. Being hungry is a sign of strength. If I let myself eat, I’ll lose control. I’ll never be satisfied with my body.

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1 month ago

If u want to lose quickly, do a water f4st

If u want to cancel food noise, intermittent f4st

If u want to lose consistently, eat protein and fiber

If u want to rid bloating, drink a gal of water

If u want to lose for 3 days straight, lift weights

If u want to gain, keep doing what ur doing

6 months ago

If you develop an eating disorder when you are already thin to begin with, you go to the hospital.

If you develop an eating disorder when you are not thin to begin with, you are a success story.

So when I evaporated, of course everyone congratulated me on getting healthy.

Girls at school who never spoke to me before stopped me in the hallway to ask how I did it.

I say, “I am sick.”

They say, “No, you’re an inspiration.”

How could I not fall in love with my illness?

With becoming the kind of silhouette people are supposed to fall in love with?

Why would I ever want to stop being hungry when anorexia was the most interesting thing about me?

~When The Fat Girl Gets Skinny, Blythe Baird

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