Me Being An Esoteric Bitch In Every Reality I Go Iktr

i keep hearing people talk about the 'terf post' and im so glad my feed is just shifting motivation and stuff about my dr

one of my main shifting motivations at the moment is reading, books, literature, writing all of it. I used to be an avid reader back in my day, but unfortunately the rise of social media has killed my attention span. the last book I read (still currently reading even though I haven't picked it up in months) is Interview With Vampire. I miss the feeling of sitting down with a good book and reading it so fast that a few hours seem just like one.

although I could better my attention span here, pick up a book (finish IWTV) and start my reading journey all over again. something about shifting to a place where the smell of books consume my spirit, something about shifting to a place where books reach the ceiling, something about shifting to a place where I can enjoy my cafe au lait with a book in hand while listening to the birds nearby.

That is what I want, I want my mind to be completely and utterly overwhelmed by the amount of words invading my brain, I want my vocabulary, my writing to improve.

　　　how to get what you want without affirmations

you don’t need words. you don’t need to sit in front of a mirror and say “i am rich, i am powerful, i am devastatingly beautiful” fifty times like a malfunctioning wind-up doll. reality does not care for your diction. you are not a salesman, and the universe is not some reluctant buyer waiting to be convinced.

the mistake is thinking you need to tell it what you want. the bigger mistake is thinking you need to tell yourself. affirmations are training wheels. good for beginners, good for those who still need to hear it. but the minute you’re relying on them, you’re admitting that some part of you doesn’t believe it’s already true.

belief is the whole game. not logic, not effort, not obsessively restating your desires as if you’re a student cramming the night before an exam. have you ever noticed how the things that come easiest are the things you never had to try for? how the moment you stop fixating on something, it seems to slip right into your hands? it’s not luck. it’s not irony. it’s that you moved into the having state without resistance.

forget the script. forget the language. what would you feel if you already had it? what would you not feel? because the absence of desire is the presence of fulfillment.

get into that state.

not the one where you are trying to be, but the one where you already are. it’s not about pretending. it’s not about hoping. it’s about settling into the quiet, absolute certainty of someone who does not need to ask. because the ones who have never ask.

Shifting has made me realize how much I really want to live. I actually want to do so much. I want to know worlds and instruments and languages and people and careers. I want to experience everything over and over and over again

And after all, it's really possible

What's the worst that could happen?

What's the worst that could happen if you believed in yourself? What's the worst that could happen if you told yourself that you've already shifted to your dr hundreds of times? What's the worst that could happen if you treated yourself Iike you were the love of your life? What's the worst that could happen if you told yourself you already have all of your desires now? What is the worst thing that could possibly happen if you fully indulged in your "delusions" and told the 3d to fuck itself?

What's the worst that could happen?

I'll tell you about the best case scenario though:

You could go to sleep tonight and wake up in your dr.

You could walk up to a mirror and see your dream face staring back at you.

You could get a text from your sp confessing their undying love for you.

You could log into your bank account and see 6, 7, 8??? Figures.

You could change the world as we know it.

Give yourself a fighting chance. Aren't the voices telling you you're crazy and it'll never work enough? Do you really have to add your own to thee cacophony?

All I'm asking is that you believe in yourself a tiny bit. That's all.

Happy Shifting ❤️

me in my DR watching the lore i couldn’t even imagine let alone script unfold

how i feel scripting my drs — ꪆ୧

my fatal flaw is that I open notion after seeing one edit

So I just thought of something. Everything we could imagine is a reality bc there are infinite realities, we know this already. But what if we imagine because of other realities and our existence/consciousness within them?

Havent fully thought this out, but just thought it was an interesting theory so I wanted to share

shifting for love is not something to be embarrassed of - it is valid. when you finally find the person, everything else doesn’t matter anymore…