Cant Wait To Start Feeling Normal Again I Think To Myself Knowing That I Have Not Once Felt Normal Not

day 129 of missing henry winter

Hits hard darlings

characters whose philosophy is “if i cannot be wanted, i will be needed and if i cannot be needed, let me be used until there’s nothing left of me.” thank you for everyone’s attention. falls off stage and dies

late nights in the country house

each day i must leave the sweet, warm, tender embrace of my bed and venture into a cold, uncaring world that hates me being toasty warm and wants me to suffer for sins i have not yet committed

oh how I keep thinking of how tartt would write me if she ever did

(it's never happening)

"If reincarnation is real I wonder how many people stare at their own art in museums, listen to their own music they made in a different life and read books they don't remember writing"

~ Unknown

surely this fun coffee drink will save me from my immeasurable exhaustion

the most fun a girl can have is finding parallels, noticing patterns, making connections, contemplating