In Films, We Are Voyeurs, But In Novels, We Have The Experience Of Being Someone Else: Knowing Another

late nights in the country house

I want to be someone's muse, the object of someone's desires. I want to be something somebody thinks about all day. I want to be painted on a canvas by a painter, to be written in words by a poet. I want to be the inspiration for somebody's art.

when henry winter said that all he ever wanted to do was live without thinking, i felt it on a profound level

honestly henry winter

might fuck around and only wear tweed, turtlenecks and oxfords, drink worrying amounts of coffee, leave my apartment only to sit in a small cafe and read paperbacks, have a close friendship with underlying homoeroticism,,

Cupid & Psyche by Jacob Matham (1607)

@<3

You became like coffee, in the deliciousness, and the bitterness, and the addiction.

Mahmoud Darwish

23 august. Something is not right. There's a soul on my windowsill.

The urge to learn every language and play every instrument and travel the world and live through every historical time period and be a writer and a poet and an actor and