Constantinlevine - Constantin Levine

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“Wasn’t friendship its own miracle, the finding of another person who made the entire lonely world seem somehow less lonely? Wasn’t this house, this beauty, this comfort, this life a miracle?”

— Hanya Yanagihara, A Little Life

“You read something which you thought only happened to you, and you discover that it happened 100 years ago to Dostoyevsky. This is a very great liberation for the suffering, struggling person, who always thinks that he is alone. This is why art is important. Art would not be important if life were not important, and life is important.”

— James Baldwin, Conversations with James Baldwin

"All perfectly known futures are past.  They have happened virtually.  It is only the true future that is the surprise." -Alan Watts

And if my life is like the dust Ooh, that hides the glow of a rose But what good am I Heaven only knows

Galois Theory Explained Simply

I really liked the cosmic background music you put in here. I am sure Galois also had such a trip before the day he died when he was waiting for sun to come up and writing his proof. He had the same sparks and clashes in his mind that he felt that it was necessary that although nobody listened to what he needed to say, it was important that he expressed himself. He says in his notes, "sun is almost rising, I have to hurry up...."

Succession (2018) / Sharp Objects (2018)

If I have learned anything in this long life of mine, it is this: in love we find out who we want to be; in war we find out who we are.

Kristin Hannah (via quotemadness)

אם תלכי מי תחבק אותי ככה מי תשמע אותי בסוף היום מי תנחם ותרגיע רק את יודעת

 ואם תלכי למי אחכה בחלון  שתגיע, תחבק אותי ככה, כמו שאת מגיעה

 כשתלכי לשמש אצא, בשדה המוזהב, בוקר וערב

Herkes geçer diyor. Geçer mi Efendim ?

- Herkes ne bilir acımı Olric? Her gün biraz daha acır sonra, biraz daha ve biraz daha. Ama en sonunda ne olur biliyor musun Olric? Geçmez evet geçmez. Geçti sanırsın ama, geçmez... Örneğin, alışverişe çıkarsın bir mağazaya girersin. Öyle bir şarkı çalmaya başlar ki hatırlatır, dağıtır. Geçmez...Geçer sanırsın ama geçmez. Daha az akla gelmeye başlar, alışıyorum galiba dersin. Arkadaşlardan biri görmüştür onu biriyle bir yerde bir şeyler içerken.. Boğazın kurur, yutkunamazsın ama geçmez... Geçer sanırsın ama geçmez. Telefonun ekranında duvar kağıdı değildir artık, kendinden bile sakladığın bir fotoğrafını görürsün aklındaki galeride. Gözüne çarpar, hatırlatır. Vurur, geçmez. Rehberden adını silmişsindir, numara aklından geçip gitmez. Oturduğu semtin otobüsü önünden geçer sen durakta gözlerin dolmuş beklerken. Defalarca doğru durakta inme telaşı yaşadığın o toplu taşıma faaliyeti gözden yaş taşırma hareketine döner. Binmezsin, ama geçmez. Yine Geçti sanırsın Olric,unuttum dersin.. ama geçmez Olric... Adına bir filmde rastlarsın, alelade bir radyo programının canlı bağlantı kısmında istek bir şarkı üzerine..Sezen Aksu - Vazgeçtim talep olunmuştur. Çalınır, geçilmez. Acır, geçme. Birilerini öpüşürken gördüğünde gözünüze çarpan ani bir düşünce ile sarsılır dudağın bir başka dudağa geçme eylemi ve ardından gelen. O da birini öpüyor mudur acaba sorusu ve muhtemeldir öpmesi.. canın acır için kanar, geçmez... Başka birini basmak istersin kanayan yarana. Saçı onun gibidir, gözleri onunkiler gibi kocaman. Sesi onunki gibi ince. Bakarsın, gördüğün o değildir.. Hayal kırılır, parçalar esner. Dağılır, ama geçmez. Acır ama, geçmez Olric.

Oğuz Atay, Tutunamayanlar 

'Perhaps you will get some idea of it if you think like this. You may have been in a room in which there was a window that looked out on a lovely bay of the sea or a green valley that wound away among the mountains. And in the wall of that room opposite to the glass there may have been a looking glass. And the sea in the mirror, or the valley in the mirror, were in one sense just the same as the real ones: yet at the same time they were somehow different — deeper, more wonderful, more like places in a story: in a story you have never heard but very much want to know. The difference between the old Narnia and the new Narnia was like that. The new one was a deeper country: every rock and flower and blade of grass looked like it meant more. I can't describe it any better than that: if you ever get there you will know what I mean. It was the unicorn who summed up what everyone was feeling. He stamped his right fore-hoof on the ground and neighed, and then cried: "I have come home at last! This is my real country! I belong here. This is the land I have been looking for all my life, though I never knew it till now. The reason why we loved the old Narnia so much is because it sometimes looked a little like this. Bree-hee-hee! Come further up, come further in!"

'The Last Battle, C. S. LewisIt's a great feeling, now that I actually exist.

“silent heaven”

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