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"Frozen" "Let It Go" group color guard performance RBVHS 20140509 RoundUp show 2014

Come get this dick-fil-a

Are you still bored and willing to draw?

Yes I am

Everyone who reblogs this will get a random ask, it could be anything, a joke, a song, a secret, a random numer, a random fact, literally anything … so yeah lets do this !

GUYS I FIGURED OUT MY SEXUALITY

Spencer Reid in purple.

that’s all, thank you for your time.

Do you remember

When “Rose” was just a flower, “Ten” was just a number, and “run” was just a verb?

Or when “salt” was just a flavoring, a “1967 Chevy Impala” was just a car, and “hunting” was just a term for animals?

Are you okay?

I get asked this a lot. The answer, truthfully, I'm not sure I can give. I'm trying to be okay, so I don't burden others with my issues but I'm only suffering more by lying to people. I hide behind a smile because it is easy. If I push it down and bottle it up. I am ordinary, not really going anywhere in life. All of my dreams have been crushed. My best friend is getting my dream job and I cannot join her because I medically cannot. I mean her no hate. If anything, I'm proud of her and will support her until my dying breath. But I was still a punch to the gut. I am about to go into Dept because of student loans. I lie to the faces of the people I love most in the world because I can't be stronger. Everyone has their own problems to deal with and I don't want to add to them. I am trying to better myself. For them. Because they deserve the best. But I'm not sure that's me. So I have to be better. There's a girl I know. She's beautiful. She's smart. She's a great person. There's a girl I know. She's prettier than me. She's smarter than me. She's a better person than I am

There's a girl I know

She has it all figured out. I wish I could have her confidence. I wish I was her. I am jealous of this girl. Why am I not her? Why /can't/ I be her? There's a girl I know. I love her so.....

I wish she was me. I wish I was her 

Am I okay? No. Maybe one day I will be. But that day is not today. I am working on it. I will make you proud of me. I swear it to you. It may take a lifetime, but it will happen.


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This is Steve.

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Please help him take over the world. He will make it better.

And remember Steve’s slogan: The cake is not a lie!

You know I love you right? You are beautiful and perfect in every aspect. You are amazing. You are worth it. Most importantly you are NOT annoying. You aren't a pain in the ass. I know you are fragile and broken. I want to help put you back together. All those cracks and broken pieces will be sealed back together with gold, you will be twice as beautiful. Did you know the most beautiful part of you is your heart? Though it may have been shattered and broken. You had put it back together. You are so strong,love. You don't have to be strong all the time. I hope you have realized this. You may argue all you want. I won't stop trying dear. I care about you very deeply. *puts hand to cheek softly* It's okay to be weak. I am here whenever you need me. *kisses top of head* Stay alive, for me? If not for me stay alive for you. You have so many adventures ahead of you. I know life is like a rollercoaster it has it's ups and downs. But if you don't continue on. You wouldn't have had the most fun. I don't know your full past. I am okay with that. No need to bring up old pains. Your past doesn't define you. It has only been apart of your story. A story that has made you new. You can't get through life without a few hiccups here and there. I love you dear. I glad you made it out a warrior. I should know. I've been there and I haven't come back


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