contacthigh520 - day 901 of thinking about those ice sculptures
day 901 of thinking about those ice sculptures

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1 month ago

alternate universe dante from journey to a nu world is really fun because you get to see that he is just like that. bro was born cocky. thats nature baby


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1 month ago

the two-faced god of klein

A contrapuntal poem, where two poems are placed side by side so that they can be read as a third, combined poem. The three poems are as follows.

poem: the vessel
I tire of my role.
I do not understand why
I follow the path You set for me.
tell me
must I suffer this lonely vigil?
to carry out Your will
it is an endless task

this vessel
is incapable of
freedom, of
wanting
of free will

and yet
something shifts
in spite of
my reason for existence
so I will make a wish.
for understanding
and for the chance
to love another person

poem: the servant
O Lord in heaven,
you are both kind and cruel,
and I have been faithful. so
why             
can I never be good enough            
despite my best efforts   
that cannot be achieved.

that I am         
yearning for          
a life other than this one
must be a sign
of brokenness.

I know that
within me                     
my conviction
is deeply rooted still               
I pray to You, O Lord,       
for redemption              
to be saved                        
is to see the face of God.

poem: the vessel + the servant
I tire of my role. O Lord in heaven,
I do not understand why you are both kind and cruel,
I follow the path You set for me and I have been faithful. so
tell me why
must I suffer this lonely vigil? can I never be good enough
to carry out Your will despite my best efforts
it is an endless task that cannot be achieved.

this vessel that I am
is incapable of yearning for
freedom, of a life other than this one
wanting must be a sign
of free will of brokenness.

and yet I know that
something shifts within me
in spite of my conviction
my reason for existence is deeply rooted still
so I will make a wish. I pray to You, O Lord,
for understanding for redemption
and for the chance to be saved
to love another person is to see the face of God.

ao3 link

the parallels between huey and olivine, huh


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1 month ago

using the astral duo event and the rainy season event, we can approximate topper's age.

tl;dr, topper is an old man. ദ്ദി૮ • ﻌ • ა ---

to start: in astral duo, we learn that double eclipses occur "once every fifty-four years and one month." [1] later, eiden goes back in time to a period that quincy estimates is "[a]t least... two double eclipses ago". [2] so, that's at least a century ago from the present of the astral duo event. during that time, we see quincy's best friend zaro (love u zaro) and quincy during a past eclipse. then, in the rainy season event, eiden has to go fetch rei and quincy from a memory stream using father and topper's connection to them respectively. [3] it turns out this means eiden entering father and topper's memories of rei and quincy to find them. [4] [5] when eiden enters topper's memory of quincy, there's a funeral going on. after quincy gives a vague answer about who the funeral is for, eiden concludes, "(He must be talking about his friend from the tribe all those years ago...)". [5] the friend is, of course, zaro, because that's the only tribe friend eiden knows about.

topper isn't with young quincy in astral duo, which makes me think he didn't know quincy back then*, but he does seem familiar with quincy by the time of zaro's funeral in rainy season. so that gives us a rough timeline (from oldest event to most recent): >= 108~ years ago: young quincy and zaro do chores during the double eclipse. (they seem like they could be anywhere between their 20s and 30s with the conversation where quincy grouses about being old and preferring a younger tribe member calling him 'big brother' rather than 'uncle'. [2]) ??? years ago: quincy caught topper in a trap and decided to keep him. quincy has his sr sprite here instead of his r sprite (which is used to depict his younger self), so it seems some time has passed. [6] ??? years ago: zaro dies and quincy stands outside the funeral in the rain. topper brings him an umbrella. [5] 0~ years ago: the astral duo event given quincy's general angst and zaro's vibe, we can assume zaro is what you call 'a normal human guy' with a normal human lifespan. (well, actually, based on quincy's 4th astral duo room, he may have been relatively long lived for a human since he outlived everyone else in the tribe quincy was close to.) so, let's say zaro lived to be about 100 years old. that means the timeline looks like this: >= 108~ years ago: young quincy and zaro pal around during the double eclipse. (zaro: 20s or 30s) ??? years ago: quincy and topper meet >= 28-38~ years ago: zaro dies at 100~ years old and quincy attends his funeral. topper gives him an umbrella. 0~ years ago: the astral duo event

we also know topper met quincy after all of topper's siblings died? [7] that doesn't really mean anything because we don't know if all his siblings died when he was a baby, but it does give him the vibe of having 'outlived' his siblings? that seems to suggest that he'd been alive for a while. he definitely seems to be an adult by the time he gets captured by quincy. still, without knowing how his species ages, it's kind of impossible to know how old he was when he met quincy. 28-38 years old is already way longer than a irl stoat lives so.... the real world equivalent isn't very helpful when trying to gauge what age topper became an adult topper.... for the sake of adding some time for 'before he joined quincy' and accounting for toppers existing social life pre-quincy, i'll just say he was like. 5 years old when he met quincy. using all this information, we can (very roughly) gauge that topper is about ~35-45 years old, at least. did we need to know this? no, not really. ╭( ´꒳` )╯♫⋆。♪ we do know that father is older than topper tho! [7.2] so, this gives us some kind of measuring stick there. this also lets us approximate that quincy is somewhere around ~130-140 years old, which is younger than i thought. (let me know if i'm forgetting some key lore;;;) from there we can determine minimum and maximum ages for the yokai and familiars using the program booklet, which states, "The age of the yokais, familiars are arranged in order: Kuya > Quincy > Rei > Aster > Morvay > Yakumo > Garu." [7.3] of course, this all depends on quincy's approximation during the astral duo event that he and eiden timetravelled back to "[a]t least... two double eclipses ago". [2] so all the ages given here are more like minimums.

sources: 1. astral duo - forest alterations 2. astral duo - time fossil 3. rainy season - without a trace 4. rainy season - to their memories 5. rainy season - parting words 6. rainy season quincy - room 3 7. neon carnival (2nd anniversary) program booklet: 1, 2, 3

also quincy's 4th astral duo room, which i didnt give a number lol *I know Topper isn't always with Quincy, like during the flashback (in Razor's Edge - Just What Is This Place?) when Huey was still alive and Zaro was dead. Topper and Quincy definitely knew each other by that point, but Quincy probably didn't bring Topper because like... it wasn't the vibe. So, there is the distinct possibility that Topper and Quincy did know each other during the period of the Astral Duo event flashback. However, I don't think that's super likely because, in Rainy Season Quincy's room 3, the Quincy who catches Topper uses the SR sprite instead of the R and he talks like our Quincy, i.e. depressed, instead of happy, shounen vibes flashback Quincy.


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1 month ago

I feel insane. God's vessel sundered himself to break free of his lonely eternal vigil, intending for half of him to never return and thus doom the world to ruin. that half returned in spite of his purpose for existing, crossing universes to do so, and eventually freed and comforted one of God's servants who, in his lonely despair, conspired to destroy his temple.

God's vessel and servant alike were trapped by the path set before them by God. Huey could not find freedom in this world and had to break himself to find it in another world. Olivine could, but not alone - and he was saved by a fragment of God's will. Eiden's very existence is a validation of Olivine's pain - no one could endure that restrictive life. not a vessel of God made for the very purpose, and certainly not a mortal born to live.

for all that Olivine struggled with his role, for all that he has strayed from the role enforced on him... a fragment of God loves him. personally, intimately. he is loved for his struggle and his straying. he is loved because he finds his own sense of self and embraces his own selfish desires, something the original vessel could not do. Olivine questions God's will and he is loved by God's fragment because of it.

I'm shaking you. do you understand me. do you understand


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1 month ago

Chapter 16 spoilers/

There’s something so sad about Huey and Blade’s relationship now. On some level Huey knew that there was no difference between him and Blade. They were both created with a specific purpose in mind and yet Huey gave Blade the ability to choose a different path. There’s something so sad about Huey, who’s not human himself, trying to teach Blade to be human.

Thinking about them

Chapter 16 Spoilers/

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1 month ago

WAIT I LIED ONE MORE THING. enei :)

WAIT I LIED ONE MORE THING. Enei :)

ok NOW goodnight <3


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1 month ago

I am going to scream.


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1 month ago

shoutout to the elemental spirits for showing us glimpses of those worst case scenarios… i love seeing characters experiencing terrible, stressful situations ٩(>ᴗ<)و


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1 month ago

I rushed Huey's full body sprite out. SPOILERS FOR CHAPTER 16!

I Rushed Huey's Full Body Sprite Out. SPOILERS FOR CHAPTER 16!
I Rushed Huey's Full Body Sprite Out. SPOILERS FOR CHAPTER 16!
I Rushed Huey's Full Body Sprite Out. SPOILERS FOR CHAPTER 16!

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1 month ago
Eiden's Early Memories Of Everyone (Ch16) ♡
Eiden's Early Memories Of Everyone (Ch16) ♡
Eiden's Early Memories Of Everyone (Ch16) ♡
Eiden's Early Memories Of Everyone (Ch16) ♡
Eiden's Early Memories Of Everyone (Ch16) ♡
Eiden's Early Memories Of Everyone (Ch16) ♡
Eiden's Early Memories Of Everyone (Ch16) ♡
Eiden's Early Memories Of Everyone (Ch16) ♡
Eiden's Early Memories Of Everyone (Ch16) ♡
Eiden's Early Memories Of Everyone (Ch16) ♡

Eiden's early memories of everyone (Ch16) ♡


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1 month ago

also:

Also:

its out


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1 month ago

very pog chapter…. all the huey and rin lore i could ask for tbh

its out


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1 month ago

its out

2 months ago

"ohh my god you can't just-"

Am I yours to command? Does the collar 'round my neck have your name on it? I kneel to no king nor god, and I see no crown on you.

2 months ago

watched a porno where the two guys just kind of noncommittally jerked each other off for what felt like forever and when one of them eventually shot his load the other went "oh shit wtf!" and pogged like he didn't know something like that could even happen but thought it was kind of cool in a scary way

2 months ago
It Came To Me In A Wicked Vision.

It came to me in a wicked vision.

It Came To Me In A Wicked Vision.

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2 months ago

hey don't cry. 7,401 species of frog in the world, ok?


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2 months ago
「出荷待つおみかんたち」 “Oranges Waiting For Shipment”

「出荷待つおみかんたち」 “Oranges waiting for shipment”

2 months ago
Carl Kahler (1856-1906)

Carl Kahler (1856-1906)

Three Black Cats

2 months ago

would you consider yourself an intelligent and sensitive pervert?

i've been saving this in my inbox for months because i don't feel like i have the words to match this. it's a shameful breach of my humility to answer yes, yes i do consider myself an intelligent and sensitive pervert. i love how you worded that. this is like a therapist's screening question.

2 months ago

you catch me in my room watching something kinky, but instead of masturbating I'm just watching intently and taking notes like it's a college lecture


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2 months ago

Party cock is in the mouth tonight

2 months ago

🌍✨ A Voice from Gaza: Fighting for Hope ❤️‍🩹

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This journey hasn’t been easy. The war has taken 25 family members from us—25 beautiful souls we loved deeply. Their laughter, their presence, their love… all of it is gone, leaving behind memories that are both precious and painful. Every day, I carry the weight of their loss, but I also carry their spirit, which gives me the strength to keep going.

🌍✨ A Voice From Gaza: Fighting For Hope ❤️‍🩹
🌍✨ A Voice From Gaza: Fighting For Hope ❤️‍🩹
🌍✨ A Voice From Gaza: Fighting For Hope ❤️‍🩹

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2 months ago
Knight And Cloak Of Night

Knight and Cloak of Night

2 months ago
Gotta Say, “what Is That” Is A New Response To My Dick

Gotta say, “what is that” is a new response to my dick


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