Hero: IS THAT THE BEST YOU CAN DO???

Logic

Me: So one cookie?

Anorexia: Not if you want to be skinny

Anxiety: What if you want more after one?

Depression: it’s not like you’ll be able to loose weight anyway, might as well eat all the cookies

Logic: You’ve already burned off all the calories you’re going to eat from that one cookie, it’s not going to do anything to you except maybe make you a little bloated-

Me: SKinNi NOW

Barry Lee Loukaitis and “Rage”

Barry Loukaitis was 14 years old when he went to school carrying 2 pistols and a high powered rifle and shot his algebra teacher and 2 classmates to death on February 2nd 1996. Out of the crimes came large controversy and speculation as to what motive Loukaitis could have had. The dysfunction of his family, bullying he allegedly experienced at school, and his admitted mood swings were a few that commonly came up.  Additionally, Loukaitis’ association with certain films and books were taken into consideration, most notably “Rage” by Stephen King, as Loukaitis referenced the book during his attack quoting “This sure beats the hell out of algebra, doesn’t it?” before shooting. He later admitted that he tried to model his life after the protagonist in the book, who had shot his two teachers and held his algebra class hostage.    

Please brain, just let me sleep...

LAST POSTS BEFORE DEATH:

Alex Sullivan - Killed by mass murder, James Holmes, during a midnight screening of ‘The Dark Night Rises’ in 2012.

Darren Mitchell - This was Mitchell’s final post before he and his car were swept away in the 2016 Texas floods. Mitchell’s body was discovered more than a mile downstream from where his overturned truck was located.

Dorothy Dutiel - Dutiel killed her best friend, and ex-girlfriend, May Kieu, before killing herself on a patio at Independence High School. The murder-suicide was determined to be fuelled by Kieu no longer loving Dutiel.

Cor Pan - Pan posted this photo of Malaysian airline MH17 along with the caption “if the plane disappears, this is what it looks like” in reference to the missing Malaysian airline, MH370. MH17 was later shot down over the Ukraine-Russia border.

Gary Slok - Slok posted this photo of himself and his mother, Petra Langeveld, to Facebook before take-off. The pair, on board flight MH17, were on their way to a holiday retreat designed for single parents and their children. 

Hannah -  Hannah was found dead in the woods of her hometown in Georgia soon after these Tweets. Hannah spoke frequently to her friends about an alleged stalker. Police claim she suffered a “violent death” and it was at the hands of someone she knew. Her murderer has yet to be found. 

Jaylen Fryberg - Opened fire in the school cafeteria, wounding at least 4 students and killing 1, before turning the gun on himself. Shooting was suspected to be motivated by a failed romance.

Rose Mayr  - Mayr and her friend, Elizabeth Nass, were killed moments after this Tweet when a train derailed, crushing them under tons of coal. 

Colleen Burns - Burns died after tumbling from this exact cliff face moments after this photo was taken.

Michelle Rowling - Rowling made this post after finding out her ex-boyfriend, Montrell Cooper, was released from jail. Cooper stabbed her to death moments after the posting.

Matthew DeRemer - DeRemer was killed after a drunk driver collided with his motorbike just hours after writing this post. 

Montrell Jackson - Jackson was killed 2 weeks later in what was dubbed, the ‘2016 shooting of Baton Rouge police officers’ by Gavin Long.

Reeva Steenkamp - Steenkamp was shot dead that night by boyfriend, and paralympic champion, Oscar Pistorius.

Skylar Neese - Neese was stabbed to death by former friends, Rachel Shoaf and Sheila Eddy, after the pair convinced Neese to hang out with them - despite their falling out.

LINK TO PART 2:

Hey daddy, I wanna interact with strade at a bar...how do you think that'll go down? Treat me well♡

Oh my sweet little love,,, so good to see!! ♡ Of course I would treat you well, but theres no telling how he would treat you~

He would've come in rather late, looking for another poor soul to pick up for his own amusement. But little could he guess about the sweet little server passing out drinks as he scours the sitting area. You only really catch his eye after you brought him a drink he never ordered, but was nonetheless one of his favorites. Thats when he starts paying attention.

He starts off by complimenting your lovely eyes, how they remind him of a fox. May say his little fox even. Down to your fluffy reddish hair and the way you swivel around tables so smooth and deftly. You would bite back though, not one to let some random man comment on your body in anyway. And that riles him up even more.

You're striking, eye-catching, with the fire in your eyes and the bite in your words. How you seem to know your regulars intimately, addressing some by name and even asking about their personal lives. He's, at the very least, intrigued, maybe even a tad infatuated. Definitely planning on how to steal you away, he'd love to see your fight up close and personal, and 100% directed at him.

So he sticks around. Waits until the bar closes. Hangs out by the door, waiting patiently. Only to see.you leave with your fellow employees. A small group. Okay, so you're smarter than most people. He can admire that. All the sweeter then, when he does finally steal you away.

@creepy-bi-day @syonaravalen @cryptic-writings

One of my classmates is a model. A FUCKING REAL MODEL. And she’s sitting in front of me. So I have to stare at her all day long. And it’s so fucking depressing because she’s THINSPO and she’s so beautiful and OMG can we change bodies?

When you’re in the middle of a binge and you realize what you’ve done 🤡🤡

ROMEO + JULIET (1996) dir. Baz Luhrmann

It's for me 💋

Honestly, I love feeling confidently sexual. I want people to see me, hear the clack of my heeled boots, and think "damn, that's a slut". I want sugar free lollies to turn men on as I obliviously suck them. I want that attention. To get dress coded. To look fun. I want to feel powerful.

Not have these jiggly thighs and flabby tummy. I don't want my thigh high stockings to spill over like muffins. Leg flab to buldge from my fishnets. I want my collarbones to peak over my shoulder cut tops, and chokers to accentuate my jugular. I want to have long fingers perfect to touch you with, and cheekbones that stick out whenever you put anything in my mouth. I want my skin to finally be smooth, and clear. Shoulders too bony to support my lingerie straps letting them entice you as you imagine stripping me down. I want to be confident in the treasures you'll find underneath. My eyes to look big. My hipbones to be an arrow pointing to where I want you.

I want it all. I want it, I want it so bad. Perhaps I'm a sadomasochist torturing myself. Edging myself to that body, and then, then... then... ruining it. I scream and cry begging master to let me have it, but the mirror has no reply.

You want it bitch? Work for it.