I realize I should leave, but I stay because I need a place to vent my emotions and thoughts. All of these posts talking about how much better life will be when you’re skinny are such bullshit. I just want to scream DO YOU REALLY WANT MY LIFE?! LET ME TELL YOU ALL ABOUT MY LIFE WITH CHRONIC ANOREXIA (keep in mind that I’m 27 and have had this illness for a decade):
-I have absolutely no job history -I live solely off of disability income -I have little to no friends -I don’t have a college degree or much of a higher education -I’m an adult that lives with her parents -I do nothing but cry, starve, weigh, and repeat -I have no sense of who I am other than anorexic -I barely leave my room -I’m too weak to do much -I’ve lived my entire adult life in treatment centers and hospitals -My floor is covered in all the hair I’ve lost -My favorite parts of the day are the times I allow myself to eat one of the same three safe foods and when I’m tired enough to go to sleep -I cry myself to sleep over hunger and loneliness every night -I cry when I wake up knowing that I have hours left in the day to be alive
Do ya feel dAiNtY now?
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You are. Epilogue 03
Just keeping that story going!
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How I would dress if I was skinny.... Oof.
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Hey guys c:
I thought I’d share my recipe for spaghetti in tomato sauce with you which I’m absolutely in love with. I can finally enjoy some spaghetti without regretti (I’m sorry).
I hope you enjoy it as well!
It makes one serving and it’s only 98 calories in total!
Ingredients
200g shirataki noodles (you can get those in Asian supermarkets) ~19 kcal
5g garlic ~7 kcal
70g onion ~20 kcal
200g diced tomatoes ~50 kcal
some seasoning (I added salt, pepper, chili, frozen basil & parsley) ~2 kcal
Instruction
Rinse your shirataki noodles and put them into a non-stick frying pan. Don’t add anything else yet, we want to dry the noodles a bit to get rid of their rubber-ish texture.
In the meantime you can dice the onions and mince the garlic.
When the noodles start to shrink, you can add the garlic and the onions. Stir it from time to time and be careful to not burn them!
I usually take half of the tomatoes and blend them with an immersion blender so the sauce will be a bit creamier. I then mix the diced tomatoes and the blended ones together and add the seasoning.
When the onions start to turn a bit yellow/brown-ish you can add the sauce.
Let it cook for about 4 minutes and you’re done!
I hope you guys enjoy the recipe as well! I also made a 100 calorie stir-fry recipe.
Chocolate chip cookies ~super low cal~
¼ cup of flour all purpose
~ 110 cal
¼ cup of brown sugar
~70 cal
¼ cup of stevia
~0 cal
¼ cup of butter flavored cooking spray
~0 cal
1 egg white
~17 cal
1 tablespoon of chocolate chips {dark or bittersweet chocolate chips should be less calories}
~70 cal
~bake at 350 for 8 to 10 minutes or until golden brown
~makes 8 cookie~
1 cookie is only 27 calories so if you eat the whole batch ( if you binge or something) its only 187 calories for all 8
The line up to kiss William is very empty this year. Probably because of his greasy nose.