When Will I Learn
When will i learn
That your love
Was never for me
To hold?
Only for me to veiw
At a distance
But never to really
Touch.
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You can only know
The phoenix
From the ash
It leaves behind
Thoughts on Love #15
Why do I love you? I ask myself that everyday. Through all the hurt, all the pain, through every broken heart I still love you.
You hate the way I look at you, but the truth is that I don't know any other way to see you than as perfect. Then it occured to me- I love you so I can show you how much you are worth.
Life is 10% what happens to you and 90% how you react to it.
Charles R. Swindoll
Somewhere deep
In this scaffolding of bones
My heart aches
For love
And the stars
Thoughts on Love #16
This is neither what i expected, nor what I wanted.
I thought love was about fighting for something, not with someone- then i realized how similar the two concepts were. I understand now that i was fighting with you in order to protect myself, when really all I needed was you.
An amber tinted room
Grey with clouds of smoke
That make my head spin
Like a vinyl record
Spiraling down
Until all i know
Are your violet eyes
And our desperate howls
Beneath the crimson moon
Graveyard At Midnight
The crow caws once.
A shiver down my spine
I wanted nothing more than to preserve what was mine.
The crow caws again.
Another eerie cry
I tried to fight fate, but you cant win with a lie.
The crow caws once more
A body in the ground
No headstone to mark, only soil in a mound.
The crow falls silent.
The empty only grows
The last attempt to hide my sins, causes them to show.
Living in the Empty
How can i feel like empty space?
A dark abyss
Infinite in its shallows
And also in its depths
I am swimming forever
Drowning in an eternal loop
Only to awake once more
In the neverending shadows
I am being swallowed
Trapped, consumed, then freed
Alone in this infinity
With only darkness to breathe.
Lilac words
And lavender hallucinations
Illuminate a world
That is better off
Without me in it
Kindergarten (The Lie)
No mercy or kindness to be found
A horrible life to live
He asked for an extra cookie
Yet no cookie would they give
The boy wanted to color
The warden said, “Not today”
He wanted to leave, to escape
Just to go home and play
The inmates there were never kind
They stole snacks from him
And in the yard they played hide-n-seek
But he never seemed to win
Then after that, came naptime
A torture fit for hell
They forced him into unconsciousness
With music like a spell
He eagerly awaited the deafening ring
That called for his release
Then he would be at home again
Finally, at peace
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