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"Good Genes" by SMBC

Just had the luxury of playing in the snow in the empty schoolyard... I love my kitty life

I kind of get you TBH. Is it a light entity thing to experience periodic bouts of ecstasy for no reason? Is it a neurodivergence thing? No idea!

Still scared of loud sounds, though

status update :D I’m developing.. symptoms.

Losing a sense of self, reality, and also traversing through delusions of both god-like nature and also sheer paranoia. Currently, chilling. Like previous times. Fireworks and cars don’t scare me. Seeing people and people seeing me is tainted with an odd feeling and seeing solitude as both a sweet escape but also more crowded than being around people - because at least there, I’m distracted enough for the mask to turn to reality, but then, whoop- dee-doop, I’m alone and it’s either “good god I fucking LOVE EXISTENING do you guys see this WHY CANT YOU SEE THE BEAUTY OF THE WORLD!? I’m shedding tears in gratitude at this gift” or “haha what if I acted like a ghoul and was strange and pretended to stalk someone wait what the fuck I’m actually stalking them aaahh oh god this is too confusing what am I doing IS THAT A MAN IN THE SHADOWS????!!!” And to be fair it currently isn’t posing any problems but. Haha!

I'm trying to find an avatar for VRchat, but they're all anime characters and furries, which are cute and all but I need to be an ethereal glowing orb...or an ethereal glowing cat, but that sounds too specific to be available for free

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Extraterrestrial Culture Day

So I don't normally celebrate or talk about holidays but I'll make an exception for this one to talk about it with alien alterhumans.

Apparently today is Extraterrestrial Culture Day. Originally, it's a day celebrated to "honour all past, present, and future extraterrestrial visitors...in ways to enhance relationships among all the cosmic visitors, known or unknown." It's celebrated on the second Tuesday on February.

It's originally a New Mexico state holiday, but there really is nothing to say it can't be celebrated everywhere. Some activities you can do today, (not limited to) include:

-Learning more things about astronomy and astrophysics and reading up on speculative biology

-Consume alien related media via books, movies, games, etc

-Decorate! Create artwork, write poems, short stories, etc

-Self reflection or meditation

-Celebrate with friends

Really, there's no wrong way to celebrate it since every experience is pretty different. You don't even need to do anything.

I was actually asleep for most of the day for example, even after I did some accidental research and found a map I drew was accurate.

I'm definitely not a hiveminded alien because of my desperate desire for connection and understanding. That's totally just a coincidence haha *smiles in a way that implies that I could break down at any second*

And being a cat doesn't mean I don't like being smothered with affection from time to time

hot take but I think nearly 90% of therian identities are at least somewhat subconsciously (or consciously) affected by emotional states and how the heart feels through the logical filter of the mind (like.. wanting unconditional love is clearly a canine thing, wanting respect and space is a feline thing, wanting to be feared and yet soft is like some big cat thing.. etc.. no? The stereotypes still are ever so present)

but idk man

Myrto Apostolidou - I don’t think we’re in kansas anymore, 2011

Reading about myself 💚