About A Week Ago I Posted This.

About A Week Ago I Posted This.

About a week ago I posted this.

I’ve been getting horrible messages like this in my ask for months, including:

About A Week Ago I Posted This.

and my personal favorite

About A Week Ago I Posted This.

After getting the message saying “Just go kill yourself” I was completely done dealing with this person’s horrible messages and replied with just an “Okay.” and logged off tumblr.

About a week later I logged back on with 17 messages in my ask, most of them from the anon. I scrolled down and at first when I logged off, the anon messaged me things like

About A Week Ago I Posted This.

I scrolled up more and all of a sudden they started sending me more and more messages like

About A Week Ago I Posted This.

This was extremely surprising to me. I thought “After all those horrible messages you sent to me for MONTHS about hating me and wanting me dead, you say ‘sorry’ and that you ‘cant be responsible for someone’s suicide’?”

But I guess the lesson goes like this:

DONT TELL ANYONE TO KILL THEMSELVES UNLESS YOU ARE PREPARED FOR WHAT MIGHT ACTUALLY HAPPEN

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Basically Techno as Rapunzel, Dream is Gothel and Phil Flynn Rider

There’s a bit of swearing-

Sooo, let’s start

• Philza is a normal thief, a bit cocky, a bit reckless, the kinda guy to steal the crown of the lost prince. His companies for the time were George and Sapnap (for the record, they mistrusted the other)

• doomed be Philzas reflex of saying “bless you“ lol

• The Three run and have to escape Badboyhalo as he rides the best horse in the world, Carl!

• Philza faces his oppertunity with open arms and takes the crown with him, running away with caring for nothing than his own wealth he will receive- well, as soon as he’s in safety. Of this horse. Of Carl.

• He hides and fucking falls to the ground as he didn’t realise the none existing wall behind him. But he finds a secret tower, perfect to hide for now.

• He climbs up with the last strength he has and gets inside. “Fucking Finally I’m alo-“

• Technoblade is Dreams kid, he lives in this tower since he’s young. And Dream was this one person who always cared for him, like a father would. Dream always told of the world being dangerous, and full of bad people whose only intend is to have their own desires fulfilled. Even desires for power or to possess magic hair that makes people younger and can heal… Long story short, Techno secretly learns how to fight for himself with his little pal Steve, the white mouse.

• Techno tho always wanted to go outside, to finally see stars from another place, to finally see snow as he always read about in his books. And to finally read more than Sun Tsu, Books about Greek Mythology and plants. He wants to visit a library.

• One day there’s an argument, because Techno finally finally turned eighteen and wanted to live his long existing dream. He even shows Dream that he learned to fight.

• Dream though gets pretty mad and explains how evil it is outside, showing even his scars. And from what Techno knows, Dream isn’t that easy to be injured. And he doesn’t want to upset this one person he only knows just for the sake of a simple wish. So he stays in the tower.

• Until one day, when Dream was away, a dirty blond, shoulder length haired man got into the tower. And with his surprisingly good reflexes while cooking- uh I mean insane fighting skills, he knocks this man out. Oh well. With the still hot frying pan. What a waste for the potatoes.

• Soon Philza wakes up, completely confused on why the fuck he is tied to a chair with hair! And the hair is pink! He looks around till Techno steps into the light, his mouse Steve on his shoulder, his face cold and observing.

• “First of all, what the fucking hell!” ~The first words of Philza Minecraft.

• Technoblade explains how he hid away the bag from Phil and Phil firstly makes twenty guesses on where it is, not knowing that his first one was right lol.

• Techno proposes his deal to be taken to a library so that Phil gets back his oh so precious treasure. Phil sees no other way than agreeing and gets hit by Technos frying pan as he let out a yelp of surprise and excitement. Thats gonna be doubled headaches.

• They get ready and Philza climbs down his way on the bricks. But freezes as Technoblade jumps off the window, a big grin over his face and he then catches himself with his long pink hair. Philza is just so perplex he stays on the wall like a spider. Till Techno calls up and asks if he’s scared of heights. Which he’s not, so he quickly climbs down.

• Technoblade is weirdly quiet the whole way. And a bit anxious too, from what Phil can tell the way he grips his frying pan so tightly.

• Phil is clearly not thrilled to have to do this deal. At most that he has to go back to the place he actually runs away from to show a kid a library. So he gets him to a special place. The Snuggly Duckling Pub!

• Philza thought he’s got the jackpot, how Technoblade seemed to tense around these people and his face got darker. “Mate, no problem! They’re all just normal and socialised people, they’re great. The Creme de la Creme! But, if you feel uncomfortable already here? Then you maybe shouldn’t even meet the real bad guys.”

• The next moment Phil found himself caught by way too many people at once, an axe raised over his head and someone else holding up a wanted poster of his. But frozen up because Techno stroke his pan at this one big guy with a claw as hand. Philza was Technos birdman.

• Another next moment they were singing and laughing about how they all have a dream and wishes they got neglected by.

• Suddenly the pub gets raided by palace guards. And Carl the famous horse.

• Phil and Techno get their oppertunity to leave in time but soon get chased after anew. Phil then fights with a frying pan against a horse with a sword, and Techno flies through the air almost Angel-like. And then soon Phil too, but not as elegant.

• Then suddenly George and Sapnap appear as well, Phil’s old “business partners”. Surrounded by foes the two flee to the only place they thought they could run to before the water was everywhere. Not that it mattered anyway in the end.

• In the dark cave that slowly filled with water, well you can get a bit emotional after trying desperately to find a way out and having cuts on your arm and hand. So Phil then says how he is sorry that Technoblade will never fulfill his wish to visit a library. And Technoblade feels sorry he dragged Phil into the mess they’re in.

• … Till Techno remembers his magic hair and quickly sings his song without explanation. When it started to glow Philza almost drowned accidentally before gaining composer and quickly opening the way they have to go to get out with their lives.

• Outside, when they coughed out the water in their lungs, Techno prioritised his mouse Steve over everything for now. Thankfully he was okay. But Phil wasn’t okay. He freaked the fuck out.

• As soon as Technoblade noticed the cuts on Phil’s hand and arms he told another tiny little thing which definitely won’t help Phil to calm down.

• Phil couldn’t stop moving his leg nervously as Techno wrapped his hair around his hand and arms, but not tight enough to tie his hands. Techno assured Phil and started singing as his hair now glowed almost golden. When the hair was removed the wounds were healed.

• Phil was holding back a scream in total panic and fear at this supernatural appearance of Technos hair. Techno instead was only pinching the bridge of his nose. But secretly he was already holding back a chuckle.

• Not long after they both were sitting under the tree by a campfire, laughing and chatting happily together. Techno told about the three only books he ever was able to read about and showed some of his fighting skills (tho his hair got into the way too some time) and Phil told about his adventures he experiences and the places he visited. Maybe even a bit about a certain person called Kristin …

• The Fire got smaller and Phil left to get more fuel, leaving Techno with Steve alone. Without him knowing though Dream reappeared as he finally found his “child” again. After some discussion if Philza is truly the friend Techno sees him as or not, Dream gave him the crown, the treasure Phil is actually after. And he disappeared after kicking Techno out of his home.

• Phil of course notices something’s wrong but doesn’t pressure his mate to anything.

• In the beautiful morning in fresh air, surrounded by trees and soft chirping of songbird, the thing that woke Technoblade up was Phil’s screaming as Carl tried dragging him away to… arrest him. Of course Technoblade became friends with such a cool horse.

• Soon the three of them plus Steve the mouse entered the kingdom Corona. Techno was too much in awe to realise how Philza is ducking away each time there’s a guard, or ripping off posters of himself.

• After some problems with Technos way to long hair they met three kids who volunteered on braiding him. When Techno and Phil thanked them they learned that their names were Tubbo, Ranboo and Amsey. They promised to get back to them eventually for more braiding.

• Philza still showed Technoblade around, showing him places like the castle, a wall with the royal family from eighteen years ago, made of mosaic, or the market place. They had a lot of fun.

• It became evening. And Philza finally fulfilled the deal by showing him the kingdoms library. Techno was overwhelmed by the many books and immediately dove into, Phil only teased him for being a bookworm but did the same too. A thief isn’t necessarily forbidden to be a bookworm, right?

• It became dark night when they still read. Technoblade remembered his own part of the deal and took out the crown, giving it back with a smile and another gift, which is his friendship. Philza started to smile wide and honest until he saw two familiar figures by the window of the library…

• Phil quickly excused himself and promised to come back soon, basically fleeing out of the building to get to George and Sapnap who waited outside. He didn’t know that it wouldn’t be enough to just throw the crown to them to be able to go back.

• Philza gets knocked out and bound to a wooden pile by the docks while Technoblade started to wonder what takes Phil so long. His confusion turns to suspicion and worry, so he did what every friend had done. He checks on him.

• Soon enough he stands face to face to the two old business partners he briefly met before in the ravine. And with only a frying pan against two swords Techno found himself pressed against the wall, no way to escape as the two criminals clearly targeted him now, and his magical hair.

• Before Techno could get grabbed or threatened, Dream suddenly appears and used the moment of surprise to save the one who is his. Dream then convinces Techno, that Phil left with the crown and must have told the two criminals about his hair. That he betrayed him.

• Everything seems to be back to normal. Techno is back in the tower with Dream. Though he remembered the tales he read and heard from Phil about the disappearing prince, and he realises the signs his subconscious showed him for years that he is the prince.

• Technoblade confronts Dream for the first time in his life (or second if you count the one where he tried convincing Dream that Phil is good), but it goes so wrong that Techno gets caged up and put in chains.

• Phil gets found by the docks, the crown in his hand. And of course he gets arrested.

• In the cell Phil can’t stop worrying about what’s happening now with Techno, feeling the worst and self pity at how badly he messed up.

• As soon as Phil saw George and Sapnap in the next cell, he snaps and gets furious, wanting to know what has happened. When he knew it was Dreams doing all along he does everything he can to escape.

• With some help of loyal Carl and the people of the Snuggly Duckling pub he escapes and rides back to the tower as fast as he can. And he climbed up.

• “Technoblade? Techno! Cmon, where are you mate?!” Phil is so worried.

• Before he could have reacted to Technoblade being in chains, Dream already took his dagger and stabbed him from behind. Techno screamed in rage against the cloth against his mouth that quiten him.

• Phil crashed onto the ground, but Techno stared at Dream before finally giving in to him, only wanting to heal Philza one last time before they’ll go.

• Dream allowed it and so Technoblade rushes to Phil, being mad as how stupid he is. Phil only chuckles weakly, saying how he would have liked it to be friends.

• And immediately Phil cuts off Technos hair so that its only shoulder length, and that before Techno were able to heal his friend.

• Dream died. Philza died. And only Techno is left alive.

• Technoblade held his friend tight to himself, allowing the first tears he ever cried in his life to fall, mumbling the song to heal over and over again regardless of its uselessness. And with the last drops of magic in his heart he manages it to revive his best friend.

• Phil moves again and gasps for air, Technos just overjoyed that he’s alive. Phil even shuts his mouth and doesn’t tease him but instead is happy with him.

• Some time later Techno is again the prince of the kingdom, and Philza is his best friend and advisor. His history as thief is almost forgotten, but sometimes he still relapses and has some things he shouldn’t have. But this never lessened their friendship.

• And they traveled around the world…


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1 year ago

SBI AU Part IV

tw: none

“Excuse me, What!?” 

Phil and Techno came back at evening, had the food stocked up again and now the old man was almost yelling at Wilbur out of surprise. 

“As I said, they didn’t attack him.”

“And the wound doesn’t hurt too.” Said the more quiet voice of Tommy. He was still very confused, and now even more after Phils explosion of his mind. The man now breathed through, getting his mind together. 

“Okay, let me think, let me think.” Phil then gone in circles in silence, Wilbur and Tommy remained quiet too. And this gone like that for minutes. As Wilbur already wanted to share his Theorie of Tommy being a zombie Phil swept with how tounge. 

“Okay listen you two. We will wait on what happens next and how it develops, okay? And no experimenting.”They two wanted to say something against it but lastly changed their mind. 

“Tommy, could you go for a few minutes.” Tommy groaned annoyed. 

“To talk about adult shit? I’m an adult too, see? I’m tall, can talk in deep voice-“

“Tommy, go.” The boy blinked before rolling his eyes annoyed. 

“Fine, I go, I go. You see me going? I’m leaving already.” Lastly he scoffed again before he left and closed the door to the room. Now Wilbur looked to Phil waiting impatiently. 

“So? Why should he leave?”

“Because I wanted to explain to you what happened and what we’ll do.” Wilbur waved it off, grinning small. 

“Well, I already know what happened. Tommy got bitten by the dog who apparently was a zombie and now he’s one too.” Phil sighed as he again gone around in the room, like he was on edge. Wilbur didn’t liked his behaviour. 

“Right?”

“Wil, I knew this from the moment he passed out. The dog probably ate rotten infected flesh and transferred it to him. The thing is, Tommy isn’t full zombie, he is still talking with us and doing childish things. But what I fear is that he’ll become a full zombie soon, and if only that his body rots, who knows if it will hurt him or not. In general, we habe absolutely no idea on how it will develop.”

Wilbur stared at Phil who now looked at the walls shortly before continue going around. It was like Phil didn’t just dropped assumptions with dangerous effect, he was fully in his mind. It freaked Wilbur out. 

“Phil, could you- could you just please stop walking in circles?“ Phil stopped and looked to his son who weren’t done talking. 

“Just stay somewhere, not- not just going around like that.” Phil nodded, still not taking his gaze from him. Wilbur strike over his face and took together his mind after he cleared his suddenly dry throat. 

“So, you say that Tommy might gets pain soon, die or become a full zombie, where every option is bad as shit.”

“Well yes. But listen, we don’t and can’t  fully know on what will happen. Currently he is still kind of alive and has no pain. These are only assumptions a d we have to wait till we know more. Okay?”

“Okay.” Phil gone to his son and took him by his shoulder, giving an assuring smile. 

“It will be okay, we’ll figure it out.” Wilbur nodded silently as he got gripped tighter before Phil let go. 

“Just stay calm, and don’t let Tommy know before anything happens.”

“I’ll take care.”

“Thanks mate.” Phil then left the room, Wilbur followed, and they gone outside. 

Had they only known of the small quick footsteps that ran away shortly before they left. 


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1 year ago

SBI AU Part V

tw: angst, mention of injury, attempted hurting

It been almost a day, the family sat in the kitchen for dinner. Kristin made potato casserole and just served it on the table, the warm and delicious smell quickly filled the house. Techno had wished for this meal. As they began eating a small conversation started on how the trips for foodhunting, as they sometimes say, had been and how many zombies they had killed. 

The talking went on happily in a positive atmosphere. Tommy however we’re more reserved. His fork poke pointlessly into the potatoes, got taken out and the same again. He were hungry, yes, and not only a bit, but he couldn’t eat that. He made his experience on what happens if he in his current state eats normal food. 

So he stood up, put away his plate and wanted to leave. 

“Honey? Aren’t you hungry?“ Kristin saw confused to his son, the conversation stopped and all eyes now were on him. 

“Uhm,“ Tommy started nervously fiddling with his hands “I … no. I go outside.” Before Phil could start with his talk on how important it is to eat healthy food Tommy already left, seconds later the front door got opened and closed. The family was quiet until Phil raised his voice. 

“Am I wrong or is he weirdly quieter today?” Wilbur now stood up and put his plate to the side. 

“I’ll talk to him, maybe something is wrong or he feels pain.” 

“Wouldn’t he say if so?”

“That’s why I am going to ask.” Phil nodded as Wilbur left the kitchen while grabbing his jacket. He went outside. He looked around with slight worry, seeking where Tommy could have gone to. 

Tommy sat a bit more away in the grass, gazing away. Something told Wilbur that it weren’t been very calming for him, he sat there with his arms tight to his body, like he is crying. Wilbur approached him loud enough for him to notice, there was no reaction. 

“Tommy?” Tommy looked to Wilbur a bit tired as his older brother sat down beside him. Tommys face was unusual pale. 

“You alright Toms? Does something hurt?” He shook his head. 

“No, not really. The wound maybe a bit but yeah, it’s okay.” Wilbur frowns while Tommy looked away again, through the trees. It was clearly to tell that something was wrong. So he tried again. 

“Any reason on why you didn’t want to eat?” Tommy nearly flinched at the question, quick he looked down and searched for an answer, or lie. He tried stuttering an answer, tried another time, then he breathed through and sighed. 

“Fine. Actually I am hungry, but since I got bitten I, like, can’t eat anymore. What ever Mum cooks or makes it looks so yummy and I would eat mountains of it but recently …”  Wilbur stayed quiet and waited for him to continue. 

“Recently it’s just so weird as like my stomach can’t handle the food. Either I receive massive aches or I don’t eat and stay hungry.” Then Tommy closely wrapped his arms around his body, letting out a shaky sigh. Wilbur laid his hand on his shoulder. 

“Tommy, you should have said earlier. Maybe Phil could’ve already known what to do against it, or maybe Kristin could try out other food. But why didn’t you tell?” Wilbur leaned forward to look into Tommys face with a smile. But Tommy looked down with empty eyes, just like he was lost in thought. A few moments he didn’t say anything. Then he looked with wide eyes straight to his brother. 

“I-I’m just … so h-hungry.” Tommy jumped up and pushed Wilbur surprisingly strong to the ground. He groaned in light pain but got interrupted as Tommy grabbed his arm and tried biting into it. Surprised Wilbur shoved Tommys head away and crawled a bit away. The boy made another try and almost jumped on Wilbur. 

“Tommy!!” Wilbur screamed, hoping that he might snaps back to reality, which held no effect. Tommy already again opened wide his jaw to take out a chunk of flesh but Wilbur now quickly took Tommys head by his throat, with the other hand he took him be his right arm and shoved him away. In a fast movement Tommy got thrown to the side, Wilbur made the same and they switched places. Before worse could happen Tommys arms got pressed on the cold ground while the blond still bit through the air in a hopeless attempt of reaching Wilbur. 

Wilbur put all his pressure of his weight on his brothers arms so he can’t move, his breath gone fast. Tommy hissed and kicked and looked at Wilbur with furious eyes. Suddenly his look softened and he stopped struggling against the strong grip, from the house came the rest of the family, alarmed from Wilbur’s scream after Tommy. 

They stopped coming near when they saw Wilbur pinning Tommy on the ground who now stared at him with eyes full of regret and tears. 

“S-Sorry Wilbur.” 


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