I Only Trust Paraphiles, Whores, Addicts, And The Socially Outcasted

Sh culture is properly taking care of it for once, and realizing how much less noticeable the scar is, and then not wanting to take care of them properly bc of that

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i have been getting far too complacent

i just wanna cut and then die immediately after

sui culture is not fully knowing whether you want everyone or absolutely no one to care about your death.

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ugh. forget everything i’ve ever said. unless you thought it was smart or funny in which case remember it forever

things are easier when im dying

im sorryims rory ismroryrsoryrrosrysgdlfjshlim so sorry please im sorry pelase

Inside you there are two wolves…

on new years i relapsed and cut like hundreds of times all over my body and then the next day i woke up, overdosed on my meds, immediately left the house, got energy drinks, almost threw up, and then just wandered around while looping a trigger song and with a blade in my pocket so uh. yeah i would say i don't really like new years

thinking about when i told my friend id stay clean for 3 days becuz i knew he was super stressed out about me cutting only for me to cut after one day clean

it seems my unhealthy coping mechanisms are making it hard to feel connected to my peers