I have a distinct memory of laying in my bed as a kid and wishing with all my heart that I would get hurt. That I would get into a bad car crash or I'd disappear. So my parents would cry and realize they didn't cherish me enough.
I find it sad that younger me thought she had to get hurt to feel loved.
i really am a bad bad person
hate sharing information about myself with my parents. they arent supposed to know who i am
the tumblr sexyman of shblr
me being a stupid bitch again yayayayaya
me when my mental illnesses actually affect my relationships negatively:
what if i start a suicide chain
hangingggg my loveeeeeee
Hypersexual culture is desperately needing a lucid and vivid wet dream because you know you won't ever feel comfortable enough to have sex in real life, no matter if you're bottoming or not, and masturbating barely feels good anymore
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theres gotta be something wrong with me bro
i should get worse again