I Hate That I Cant Fucking Enjoy Anything Because Its Either Im Worried Its NOT Something I Actually

this is how i imagine all of us btw

said I'd kill myself in the summer

sh culture is wanting to have your scars out but also for no one to see them

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ive wanted to attempt like 3 times this past week

im such a useless pussy holy shit

How do you expect me to be nice when I feel like dying

did anyone else want to be hurt as a kid???

like grievously injured so that ppl would care for you and think about you and wonder if ur doing okay

Sometimes I look at some cvtspo pics and feel like a loser because my scars are nothing compared to these people. Like I need to cut myself better, deeper, messier. I need to look exactly like that one picture I've seen.

i bleed quite prettily

hypersexual culture is getting so frustrated with your usual smut/porn/kinks not getting you off anymore so you have to keep finding more and more intense shit until suddenly you're jacking off to things you're actually repulsed by and feeling Doubly filthy and horrible afterwards

me too anon me too

what is wrong with me holy shit