Cvts ..... :(

you knkw your mental health is bad when you gotta pull out the bird app

i just wanna cut and then die immediately after

How do you expect me to be nice when I feel like dying

Sometimes I look at some cvtspo pics and feel like a loser because my scars are nothing compared to these people. Like I need to cut myself better, deeper, messier. I need to look exactly like that one picture I've seen.

god will punish me for my sins

i really am a bad bad person

tryna post this again because its not showing up on the tags ):

1 year sh progression, tw sh. if you say some shit like "i cant wait to get worse!!" ill fucking kill you

april 24th 2024 (left) vs may 6th 2025 (right). i can find that exact scar on my skin and its really weird, idk why. wish that still felt deep, nothing feels deep enough

every time i decide a day will be my last day it always goes really shittily and i end up being discovered and talked out of it like bro i just wanna die 😭

I love acting like self harm is a hobby instead of a symptom of my debilitating mental illness. Like no guys I'm just really silly and creative.

Not now I'm busy doing my daily scar check