It's Crazy What You

Sleepy eyes

Words slippin' through

Tired nights

I'm thinking 'bout you

Link to the observatory I got that picture from

I think I understand why you call yourself Atlas now.

You don't have to be a man to be so stony-faced,

Muscles frozen from a backhand's winter wind.

The weight of the world isn't so heavy, you tell me,

It's all you've ever carried, your back broken in a bow.

Do you bow to an audience, stony-faced girl?

Is it their mistaken applause you crave,

Or do you bow because it's all you know?

You're a beautiful performer, Atlas. That's clear to me,

You dance so gracefully across this shattered stage.

I hear you tell yourself the ringing in your ears

Was just the echo of an orchestra,

A symphony of shouts in minor key.

Don't you bow to this world, performer.

Bite the backhand with a smile.

Disobey this heartless world you know.

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dark academia classic reads:

the secret history - donna tartt

the stranger - albert camus

the picture of dorian gray - oscar wilde

the great gatsby - scott fitzgerald

sappho’s poetry

anything by plato

hamlet - shakespeare

frankenstein - mary shelley

dracula - bram stoker

the illiad - homer

song of achilles - madeline miller

dead poets society - nancy kleinbaum

the strange case of dr. jekyll and mr. hyde - robert louis stevenson

maurice - e.m. forster

murder on the orient express - agatha christie

in cold blood - truman capote

the last man - mary shelley

sense and sensibility - jane austen

feel free to add recommendations if you wish!

Thoughts on the balcony

The sharp cold air

Is filling my lungs

And I'm shivering

Trying to shape your name on my tongue

Guess I forgot how to,

People always do that

I thought I was different

Turns out I'm just as miserable and sad

I want to run away

And meet with you again

But I'm craven to do it

Or I'm maybe too brave to hold your hand

(I know it's not the best, I just felt like posting it...)

oh so you’re just going to wear a black turtleneck?? like some kind of slut????

(felt like writing shitty poetry today)

Meeting him again

And now I'm in the woods

The sun is burning my cheeks

I feel your presence

You're a shadow, you're a tree.

You are everything there

But you are also nothing

I feel your presence

And I'm there, barefooted and running.

So much time have passed

And I still miss you, till this day

I feel your presence

Maybe I found peace.

write bad poetry. 

wrap your mouth into a cliche. write about icarus, write about roses. write about the flowers in your ribs and the stain of your fingertips and the skin of your knees. write about cigarettes and getting high and kissing the wrong person. and space; write about space over and over in sixty iterations of it, write about star-blood and star-crossed and star-glowing, write about universes and galaxies and gladiators in constellations. write about the space between two people in a small room, write about the space that is too small no matter how big it is, write about the space that is too big no matter how small it is. write yourself a star and eat it, tinfoil-tasting, on the floor of your kitchen, while you regret missing your mother’s cooking. but write it.

write ugly. use too many undercase letters because you’re pretentious. USE ONLY CAPITAL LETTERS BECAUSE YOU’VE GOT A SCREAM TRAPPED UNDER YOUR FINGERNAILS. ,, cut & paste grammar (? who gives a shit ?) ,, r3inv3nt so much u come back 2 l33t speak, dial it down a bit. write in the language of flaubert, then dickens, then the language your father used before he learned english. then write the language of talking to your dog, then write the language of high school essays on books you never finished. utilize the word utilize where it don’t belong. fall in and out of love with contractions. accidentally become bukowski for a hot sec, grow out of it. 

write things you wish you hadn’t. write stuff so bad you can’t help groaning. write things that end in “a;sljflk jfg h” because they petered out while you were typing. write things that feel childish and use so much rhyme it throws you out of it. write things that feel grown-up and unfamiliar, too formal to function, up-their-own-asses. write things too enigmatic; forget what you wrote them about, but tell yourself it’s for the best. write things too obvious. go through a micro-poetry spell, go through a prose-poetry spell, fish the bottom of the box for x-ray goggles and write about how the cereal felt. write about your cat and the rug and un-deep fake-deep terrible stuff.

write things you really wish you hadn’t. stuff that hurts to read and hurts to look at later, stuff that makes your skin uncomfy and your body crawl. write stuff that looks better at the back of your closet. but stuff you can’t get rid of, really, not ever. stuff that, afterwards, makes you feel heavier. stuff that somehow, impossibly, kinda makes you lighter.

write about stuff you don’t really understand, write about social problems you barely experience, write about slam poetry. write about power outlets, write in the style of internet poets, write frost-length sonnets on how pink her lips are. 

write bad. write worse. write bottom-of-the-barrel, and then keep scraping it. keep digging in it. god, how many people are too scared of being bad that they just. never get around to it. that they never even start doing it. what if all they have to say is silly shit about lost love or greek myths or a good kiss. what if they’re bad at it.

be bad at it. do you know how fucking rebellious and wonderful that truly, i mean truly is? and that’s poetry, man. the act of being so vulnerable, you’re willing to completely suck at it. big ideas in small boxes. it takes a long time before you get the packaging to fit. 

go write bad poetry. i can’t wait to read it.

do you ever just think massimo staying up late the night before the competition making this to cheer his daughter

bonus : the machiavelli paw dotted 'i's

i have no words