Collab With @lucjanbnuuy :)

WHY ISNT THERE MORE OF THIS EBEHEHEJEJ-

After extensive research I've come to the devastating conclusion that there is no content for crosslust

I'm in a human mood so I utilised my own versions

Oh my god I feel the exact same way I would absolutely die if anyone knew IRL found out about what I like and the stuff I've made. I love the fandoms to death but I hate the feeling of being judged.

Are you going to continue whit youre ask blog of dhmis? ;-;

I wasn't going to answer this, but I figured you guys deserve one.

I've tried to get back into DHMIS so many times. Although I love the original source material to death, it's the fan base I absolutely cannot stand.

I have met some great friends through that fandom, but I've also met people who really wrecked up any positive association I had left with the fandom.

That's not to say I'll delete the blog or whatever, but I might just stop. Maybe if I get another hyperfixation cycle I could do more in the future, but nothing long term. The blog really helped me get through the first two years of highschool, but it has since gone downhill.

I find the blog a little... embarrassing now?? Like. If some of my friends found out I run/ran a DHMIS ask blog I think I would legit pass away. I know cringe culture is dead or whatever, but it's still very deep within me. Cringe culture has left scars that may never heal.

I don't like thinking about it much anymore. I don't think it's in "trigger territory" just yet, but it still gives me not-so-good memories. Like I said, I'll still adore the original DHMIS series but I rather not participate in the fandom all that much anymore.

Hello! DeadFire here! Uh, I have ASD/Autism Spectrum Disorder/Autism. Please, like, be patient with me. I try really hard to be nice but I can come off as rude because I'm straightforward. I can have, like, dark humor. So, um, tell it to me straight if I'm pushing boundaries. Seriously. I won't know other wise.

I also come off as childish, but we all are honestly. I will talk about serious topics. If you get uncomfortable, just say "Green Eggs." I'll use it too. I have not figured out my triggers per se, but I have gotten a meltdown to whistle and sirens.

Feel free to check out some of my stuff, though it's cringe. I wrote and did stuff like that when I was like eleven, because I decided to publish my old stuff even though...  C R I N G E

Am I embarrassed about it? Absolutely. Do I regret it? No. I had fun doing it. It's a learning process.

A lot of things on my account are from like a long time ago, and there's a good chance that I no longer agree with things I may have said.

Here's a list of Fandoms I'm in:

FNAF 

BATIM

Aphmau (Ask for specifics)

MCYT (Mostly Dream SMP)

MCTT(Minecraft TikTok)

Undertale

Danganronpa (THH/The Animation, Goodbye Despair, UDG)

Ninjago 

Riverdale (at S2)

Heather's

Mean Girls

Grishaverse (Only read the S&B TRIO, SoC Duo, + TV show)

Dork Dairies 

MLP (Not as much anymore)

Miraculous Ladybug 

TMNT 2012/ROTTMNT/TMNT 2007/TMNT 90's movies/TMNT Bayverse. I know a lot of iterations...

DHMIS

Kindergarten

Gacha (ask for specifics)

Criminal Minds (seen all seasons but not spin offs)

Greek Mythology 

The Disastrous Life of Saiki K (And + Reawakened)

Ouran High School Host Club (only the Anime)

LoliRock

Flowering Heart (only seem s1)

Musicals/Artists I like:

Melanie Martinez 

Billie Ellish??

Penelope Scott 

Heather's

Mean Girls

Beetlejuice 

Hamilton

SIX 

Jack Stauber 

Alec Benjamin 

Cavetown

36 Questions

35mm

Marina and the Diamonds

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Other things I like:

Books

Black Cats/ Cats

Llamas and Alpacas 

Art

Music

Writing 

Note that things may change on this list as I grow as a person.

Alt Accounts

Oof-

My dad is Hispanic so like-

And yeah im tRyInG bUt- hhhh- i dont think it's my autism but I just cant seem tk remember it.

Ever since I read IBVS I imagine Nightmare to be Spanish but like I love the the head canon where Cross is and-

Cross, drunk: Yo sOy JuAAAn PabLllllo..

Nightmare: Your name is Cross, babe.

Cross: No entiendo....

Nightmare: You speak english sweetie

Cross: Caiate

Nightmare: Cross! Let's go home.

Cross: No por favor. . .Te amo

Nightmare: I love you too. We're going home where there's chocolate.

Cross: Chocolate?! Siiiiii!

Nightmare: You're a dumbass. And your my dumbass.

(I hope I spelled that right I'm still learning Spanish -w-"") (Mod Error: It's almost perfect!)

Part 2!

Part 1 here.

Slightly content warning for the beginning. Just a little shirt lifted is all.

Overheated

Like Jay trying to figure out how to propose to Nya was very Ironic because that's when I'm like "DAMN NYA KAI TRYNA STEAL YO MAN"

All season 10 did was make me ship Plasmashipping and Survivalshipping.

Fundy's Wedding Song: Altar

It was just a prank

It was all fake, we weren't actually meant to go on a date.

We had a feast, and watched a movie

Then we did some unspeakable things

And we both loved it all so so much,

So we went outside to the parking lot,

I opened up my trunk, and I pulled a beautiful ring

I said "Hey, we had really really good time. I never want to say good bye."

You went, "Well all my friends are married as well, so I guess we should join in."

And I laughed, I smiled and I admit I cried

I made sure it was all perfect,

I only invited personal Friends

I knew how much you liked to blow things up, I mean it's pretty obvious you blew up my dad's country-

But anyways I prepared the cannons.

The little gremlin children came down,

They made sure to not let us down,

And flowers were upon us.

Your bestfriend, he walked you down the aisle

My best man, was supposed to be adoptive father but he didn't show up to sign the papers-

The braidsmaids danced around, they all looked so damn proud.

My father, who was a ghost, was ready to sign us to life.

I looked at you, and you looked at me.

We said our vows, handed us our rings, and we were about to kiss when your ex screamed

He hit me, he took you by the arm, you followed you reluctantly

And you two kissed

And Sapnap screamed, George fled, but before he did,

He said you didn't pull back!

Tommy came up and asked if you did, you didn't answer and he laughed, Tommy came up to me, put his hand on my shoulders

Everyone started to scream

Then I said "quiet", and asked, "why?"

And then you left me standing at the altar

Standing at altar

Wondering what I should do

I was left standing at the altar

Altar

I wish I could alter time

You left me standing by the altar

Standing by the altar,

I wish I could go back in time

To tell myself,

Not to open that trunk.

Instead I'm standing at the altar haven't even changed out of my suit.

You left me standing...

In shock, and by the altar. Forever.

(This is just a song I'm not actually shipping Dream and Fundy or Dream and George it's just for fun! :D)

@nightmarexcross

I DREW SOME CTOSSMARE BECAUSE IVE TECHNICALLY NEVER DRAWN ANYBEOFRE AND ITS MY OTP

Crosslust ship child uwu

Also her and Keen are twins