Decdoug - I Am Doug

Well I’ll be, somehow I never knew this, except for the QOS of course. I once half-jokingly asked my wife if she’d get a queen of spades or bbc tattoo (not that she’s actually earned one, not yet at least), she said no way. To the tattoo that is.

QOH and QOD have been well and truly earned though, I wonder what she’d think about them for a suggestion, a nice pair of red queens somewhere near her bikini line perhaps.

Talking Part 2.

We went to the nude beach on Saturday morning, it’s a place we just love to go to but it’s also a place where we do our most serious sex talking. We weren’t at the beach when I first revealed my big fantasy to Louise but it was the place where we most explored what it meant or, should I say, where I tried to explain and she tried to understand. Since then, it has definitely been a place we both associate with our sex lives, many of our little dares have been at the beach or on our way home from it and, as things have developed, it is where were have continued to play little games and talk things over.

It would be easy to say that winter contributed to us not talking enough because, after all, we had not been to our favourite place for several months. But, the truth is that we just got a little complacent. Things had still been exciting during winter but we had just both felt they had slipped a little. Anyway, that is behind us, for now at least, and we found ourselves at the beach, naked on a beautiful day, armed with some new and very interesting information from our neighbours.

I will most often start or steer our conversations onto the sexual side and I was eager to do so on Saturday. On reflection though, it was actually Louise who led most of the conversation, she too had some things on her mind and I was very, very happy to find out about all of them.

“How about that one?” I asked, very soon after we had set up and laid down to enjoy the sun. It was a question about another man, I used to ask if she would suck that guy’s cock but, over time, it had evolved to just that simple question.

“Umm, no way,” she replied. We don’t intend any disrespect to the guy in question but, even when I asked, I knew he wasn’t her type.

“Before you ask, I would with those two though, both of them.” She had motioned her head towards two obviously gay guys and yep, I could have picked that they would both get the nod!

From there, we quickly progressed to talking about Alan and Anna, especially about their little games. That, in turn, saw our conversation move to the little things we do or, specifically, had been doing less of recently.

I used to regularly send Louise some of the captioned Hotwife photos from here on Tumblr. Earlier, I found them a safe way to share things that turned me on, or things I fantasised about. After she had actually dipped her toe in the Hotwife waters, I started to send her ones that either “celebrated” things we/she had just done or ones that hinted at other things to try sometime. I didn’t really think she was into them, she never really said much about them at the time, but our conversation turned to some of those little memes and I learnt that she had actually found them fun and, especially, insightful. Because it was becoming apparent that they actually did have an effect, I asked if she would like me to send more, after all there’s practically thousands to choose from. So, we have a bit of a plan now, I will send her naughty memes, with my own comments on what I think about them, and she will tell me what she thinks too. She is going to do the same, find some of interest to send to me. I’m pretty sure it will be a lot of fun and, even better, it might plant some seeds for things to try and/or even be on the educational side (I’d just love it if it revealed something Louise might like to try).

Our conversation also covered our own “body count,” or Louise’s to be more accurate. I think I wrote earlier about a conversation we’d had about the subject and how I had said I fantasised that she’d end up having sex with more guys after we got married than she had before (yes, it was from a hotwife caption). We were messing around at the time and I got a bit cheeky and said she should go for at least twice as many as before. We ended up playfully “agreeing” that we’d go for ten guys, which would well and truly put us past twice as many than before our marriage. We had a point of confusion though, because we had been talking about New Year’s resolutions she had it in her head that the ten target was for 2024 alone. We did clear it up several months ago but, at that time, she said she was still going to try.

So, with it being December now, there is absolutely zero chance of getting to ten (the number is currently four), especially seeing how we’re going away to spend time with her family over Christmas (even without that it’d still be practically zero chance). However, I learnt that Louise had actually been thinking about other guys that she might add to the count. I was pleasantly and very surprised to hear what all about those thoughts.

First one concerns Grant, the guy she fucked regularly for a while there and I use term “fucked” because it is most appropriate with him. Whilst Louise sleeps with Tom, or has sex with him, maybe even makes loves with him, it is much rawer with Grant. They definitely fuck and it is exciting to watch. Anyway, Grant has a friend, one who Louise actually let me believe had joined in once before and he was always a chance to be included, it just never happened. I knew that Lou still talks and texts with Grant sometimes but I learnt that she has told Grant that he and his mate still owe her a threesome. The downside is that Grant has been seeing someone, he has said it doesn’t matter but it does to Louise. So, that takes it from a highly likely situation to a wait and see what happens one, more on the unlikely side of things unless Grant’s relationship status changes again.

Then there’s Tom. I also knew of a conversation they’d had quite some time ago regarding another friend of his, also named Grant. At the time, Tom had joked about him as a mate who was down on his luck, saying he needed someone to give him a good time to cheer it up. They’d looked at photos and Louise had confessed that she found him “very fucking sexy.” She’s just not sure on where the other Grant is at with his life now and, perhaps more importantly, whether Tom would be into setting something up. We agreed he feels like a 50/50 chance.

She also said she had thought about the two guys she had naughty massages with. Neither are her regular masseur, who she has had sex with plenty of times now, these two were both before him, we travelled interstate both times for those massages. The first of the two was definitely up for much more at the time, he was naked and hard for most of the massage. The second stayed clothed but she did notice he too had a bit of a hard on happening under his jeans. We both know the first guy would only need us to make an appointment and it would happen. The second would need the appointment and then it’d be a case of how bold Louise would get, to make something happen. They’re both something of a chance, if we can plan a trip away. Oh, I should say she is sexually interested in both of them. The first guy had the biggest dick she has ever seen in real life, bigger than Grant’s even. At the time, she figured she wouldn’t want to try something so big, now she’s at least a little bit curious. The second guy was one she found very attractive in his tight white t-shirt, he definitely had sexual appeal for her.

As we talked about those two guys, especially the second, Louise learnt something about my fantasies, something I just thought she knew. I said something along the lines of how I was hoping she would tell me she sucked the first massage guy’s dick. When she was telling me all about her massage (straight after it happened) she tentatively said he had put it in her hand and she squeezed it. Later that night, when she found out how I liked that, she confessed to playing with it a bit more than just a squeeze and how she had definitely been pulling on it when she had one of her orgasms. It was then that I hoped for more confessions, but there was no more to give. Anyway, on the beach on the weekend we clarified something that I thought she knew. My fantasies have always included her giving another guy a blowjob, she thought the fantasies were around her progressing things beyond sucking someone’s dick, that they needed her to have sex with someone. I don’t really know how, over the many years, that we still had that little misunderstanding but it is all clear now. Babe, watching you give a blowjob, or even hearing about it is a huge fantasy and a massively big turn on!

Our conversation digressed, down the blowjob path, for a while then. In a funny sort of way, it was despairing to find out that she would have sucked another guy’s dick for me no problems if she knew that would have been enough to really do it for me. For Louise, blowjobs held nowhere near the same level of taboo as “having another guy inside me” did for so long. Wow, I am still letting off some heavy sighs about that, but with a smile on my face at least.

Just reiterating something I have written before, I have always been a lucky man as Louise does love to suck my dick. Now we are absolutely clear on the fact that we would both love her to suck some more, it opens up a few more possibilities as there’s “plenty for guys that I would suck but not fuck.” Her words obviously.

I did ask for an example and was surprised to hear that her boss of over twenty years might be one, under the right circumstances. His wife, although lovely, does give him a really hard time and there has been plenty of times when he has confided in Louise. Well, Lou told me there’s been a few times when she has thought he could just do with a nice blowjob and now, just maybe, she’ll tell him one day. I had to ask what would happen if he didn’t take it well, if he wasn’t in to doing something like behind his wife’s back.

“Are you kidding, have I not told you how much he always flirts with me?”

She actually hadn’t and that’s a story we agreed to come back to after we had finished talking about everything else that was on our mind.

Then I asked again about the fact that he was married, and would she really do it with a married man.

“No, probably not, but it’d be fun to tease him about it,” was her answer.

We did talk some more about blowjobs, but I’ll just leave it at saying I am quite hopeful there will be some stories to write about in the near future.

That’s probably enough for part 2 as well, more to come when I get some more time.

She has unrestricted permission, who will be next I wonder?

I just found out that Grant is in town this coming weekend, he sent L a rather dirty text message last night after she said she’d love to see him on Saturday afternoon. With him living interstate now, I thought things had somewhat fizzled out between them but, apparently, he can’t wait to bury his face in her pussy before he gives her a good hard fucking. She asked me if her reply was sexy enough.

“I can’t wait to feel your big dick inside me either. After I get to suck it for a while of course, mmm…”

That led me to a thought, one which I shared with her. I’m all caught up on the fun she had during my last trip away for work now. Well, mostly caught up, part of her tease for me is to not reveal everything at once. She tends to save things up for later, or hints at little things, it’s all part of the way she peaks my jealousy,and the rush that comes with it. Anyway, during May she fucked Tom, Steve, her masseur and me. She will be just one day off having all five of us in the same month.

Ha, I just realised that it still will be all of us within a fortnight. Crazy.

This is the first one of these I’ve made myself to post. I can’t take any credit for the content though, thank you to @wivesrforsharing who posted the picture with a comment similar to this caption. I hope me doing this is ok!

It’s true though, thinking about my wife getting a foot massage, wearing nothing but a towel and making no effort to keep herself covered up really gets to me.

Ten Years Part 2

Screw it, I can’t sleep, I’ll write some more.

Things have been rough for Louise and I, since I saw that text. Better now and I am thankful for that.

I didn’t say anything, I didn’t have to. As always, she picked up something was seriously wrong and, the next night, she confronted me about it. She actually had not even picked up on the significance of that comment from Tom and, at first, tried to pass it off as nothing. She knows me well though, she sighed and told me the time had come to do what she had wanted to do for a long time. Tell me the whole truth. It took a while, it all came out over a few days, with a lot of soul searching, especially on her behalf. This is a way shorter version than the reality of where our conversations went. At my insistence, she told me every detail, at least every detail she can remember. I am 100% certain I know the whole truth now.

In 2014, she went to a weekend carnival with the kids. Everyone went to dinner on the Saturday night, they put the kids to bed and some of the adults ended up partying on a little. They passed around some chocolate that had been left on a table outside (it was summer), Louise had melted chocolate on her fingers and said “what’ll I do about this?” To Tom. Well, he took her hand and sucked the chocolate off, he took his time apparently. She got another piece and gave it to him, letting him suck her fingers as he took it with his mouth. One of the other mums (one who turns out to be one of the swingers our neighbour Anna told us about) saw it, she came over and whispered that they could borrow their bedroom if they wanted. Lou said she could feel herself blush, Tom winked at her.

Sometime later, they all left to go to bed. Tom called her and told her was melting some chocolate and wondered if she’d help him eat it. She fucked him that night.

She told me the guilt “nearly killed her.” Tom flirted with her a lot after that night and asked her many, many time to do it again. She didn’t, not until a training camp in 2017. She went along as a parent helper, she admitted she knew they would do it if they got the chance. Yes, they did, in a similar way. She snuck off to his room after the kids were all asleep. She fucked him a couple of times that night.

There was an incident between those two times too, earlier in 2017. It was at a school camp, I was there. There was lots of late night parent partying that weekend and, on the second night, many of us sat around the fire, down by the lake in the camp grounds. Several of the women and a couple of the guys went for a walk around the shore, to the jetty. I followed along a while later, not suspecting anything at all, and met Louise on the track, she was walking back to the fire. I learnt that if I had been a few minutes earlier that night, I might have busted them coming out from behind some bushes. They were heading back, he had dragged her off the track. They had done some heavy kissing and good old Tom had his hand in Louise’s pants for a couple of minutes. He told her then that he was going to fuck her again sometime. He did a few months later, as mentioned above.

In 2019, I suspected they were having an affair. They actually started again because of me, after I first confessed my fantasies to Louise. I remember the night clearly, I was away, we had talked and it got naughty. By then she had told me she had gotten to know Tom, through the sports stuff and that he was someone she might consider. After we hung up, I sent her a message. Feeling brave I told her she should fuck him sometime. She said something like “what about if I did it tonight?”

At first my replies were of a “go for it nature.” Then I guess I got nervous, or scared, and I texted a few more times, asking if she meant it. She didn’t answer, I got more nervous and texted to say I didn’t know if I could handle it while I was away, I needed to be there. No answer. I called, no answer. A couple of hours later she called, she told me was really sorry, she had been doing housework and ironing and her phone was on charge (or something like that).

She had, in fact, been at Tom’s. She was sure it was ok by me and called him. He had been telling her he was going to fuck again ever since their last time, his kids were at their grand parents so it all fell into place. She even told him, that night, that she was allowed to do it and that it was all ok by me. He wouldn’t believe it though, he told her she shouldn’t tell me, not yet at least. When she saw my messages and missed calls she got too scared to tell me and went with his opinion.

She said she tried on so many occasions to tell me the truth. One thing she was right about was me any my suspicions, even though I had confessed my fantasies, I was struggling with thinking it was happening behind my back. I had read about all the “hotwife rules,” I was supposed to be the one in control and so on. The more I struggled with that, the harder it became for Lou to tell me the truth.

They didn’t stop though, not for quite a while at least. Louise says the longer it went, the harder it got to tell me. I remember the times she was nearly there, I thought she was going to confess several times but she chickened out and turned it back to fantasy talk. Or talk about how she thought I couldn’t handle it.

I said I was going to be short right?

They continued up until Covid lockdowns changed our lives. Even then they managed to steal a few sessions in Tom’s bed. He told her he loved her and asked her to leave me. She did tell him she loved him but she also told him her “heart belonged to her husband.” She kinda broke it off with him then, she said he had even agreed it was too serious (for him especially).

He got active in the dating scene, trying to find someone else, and was seeing someone for somewhere around a year. They still talked occasionally, Louise loves to be a sounding board and to give advice and, apparently, Tom needs lots of it (from a woman’s perspective).

Short right. He broke up with the other woman in 2021. He needed a “good fuck,” to move on and Louise, bless her, came to the party. Tom told her he had done a lot of soul searching and he was glad he hadn’t succeeded in breaking up our family. Interestingly, they came to their existing arrangement well before I knew and have been “friends with benefits” ever since. Mostly anyway.

The night of the “first” blowjob was almost the truth. They did go back to his place and, just as I had been told, she only sucked his dick. The lie was about it being the first time.

One last thing, for now at least. I asked her how many times, “rough estimate,” I said. She was crying at the time and she said she didn’t know, “probably hundreds of times.” She later said that was crazy, it couldn’t have been that many. But it was definitely dozens of times. Lots of dozens.

This sounds almost like an afterthought but it’s not, it’s just another part of a long story. She’d had several threesomes with Tom and Grant too, before the one I knew about She’d also had one with a different friend of Tom’s, someone I have now seen photos of (on Facebook) but have never met.

So, as per earlier posts of mine, her body count is actually one more than she let on.

I have been struggling lately, I’ll write more about that in another “short” instalment. Something really strange - Grant’s part in all the deception, I thought I really trusted him.

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Unbelievable Pt 2

This is my third attempt at writing this little recount of what happened last Tuesday morning! My first and second attempts were really long and, in Louise’s words, had too much detail in them, especially given a lot was about other people. So, for the shorter version, I had a very interesting conversation, over a coffee, with Anna. I realised afterwards that she had been leading me down a path, with her questions and the story she slowly revealed. I think she was curious and, as it turned out, highly suspicious about something too.

It started about mid-morning, last Tuesday. I was out the front just doing a bit of watering when Anna pulled into their driveway. When she got out of the car she went to their mailbox and checked it, then looked back at me and said, “oh, hang on.”

Then she turned her back, lifted her t-shirt up a bit and wiggled her bum. She was wearing jeans so it was just a joke reference to the day before’s revealing little gesture. We both laughed and she continued the joke by asking if I was planning to go up on the roof again. Obviously, she was being a little flirty so I told her I might if it was going to be worth my while again.

“Well, Alan would really love that,” she replied, putting her hand over her mouth in a bit of a mock naughty girl way.

A playful conversation continued for a little longer before she said something like, ‘hey, do you feel like a coffee, I have a question for you?”

I accepted the invitation and followed her into their house. When we got inside she said she was going to change into something more comfortable and, at that moment, I honestly and actually believed it would be into something sexy and that she was looking to have sex with me. Fortunately, I got that very wrong, she came into their kitchen a few minutes later having just changed her jeans for a pair of shorts. I say fortunately because our understanding (mine and Louise’s) does not include any playing around on my behalf, it’s not what I want and Lou absolutely does not want to have anything to do with other women for me. I would not have cheated and I just got worried about how I would tell Anna no. It was worry for nothing though.

Cutting to the chase, over two coffees, lots of talking and questions, I found out a lot more about Anna and Alan. It turns out my naughty neighbours do a lot more than just a few sexy dares. It all started with some people who previously lived in the house we are in, their neighbours before us. Apparently they all got a little stoned one night and did some swapping. Then, not long after, another couple (who we know well) joined the four for quite an all in orgy. Again, being brief, since then Alan and Anna have done a fair bit of swinging and Anna has been with quite a few guys both with and without Alan there.

There’s one detail I do want to include, we have another Alan in our circle of friends, we call him Big Al, he must be about 6’4” tall I reckon, so the nickname fits well. Little did I know, until Anna told me, that there’s another very valid reason for him to be known by than name. Cutting to the chase, her revelation was about her Alan daring her to suck Big Al’s big dick and, then, how she ended up giving him a full on blowjob. Followed by much more on many occasions.

If I wasn’t wide eyed, with my chin on the floor, at some of the revelations, a couple of her questions had me pretty well stunned I guess. After a lot of conversation and questions, where she drew me out to admit that Louise and I had been involved in a threesome with another guy and, further, that I wasn’t an angry jealous kind of person, she asked what Louise and I think about Tom.

I probably should say, Alan and Anna’s kids go to the same school as ours went to. Anna’s best friend, the one she goes to Bali with (yes, I certainly have some questions to ask about that sometime) also has kids there and, obviously from my first story, so does Tom. Apparently, on the night of the school outing, Anna’s friend saw Louise and Tom get into the taxi together, the one they took back to his place for that first blowjob. Then they were noticed returning together, to meet the kids for the trip home.

She was still being very careful about it, saying it was probably nothing, we live nearby to each other after all, and more things like that. She was obviously still worried it was something I didn’t know about and she was visibly relieved when I told her that I knew all about it. Then I just thought fuck it, enough beating around the bush.

I’m sure my words were, “he didn’t fuck her though Anna.” Then I added, “not that night anyway.”

There was quite a bit of her shrieking laughter and lots of I knew its at that stage. I felt bad, in a way, but also quite excited to tell her more. Bad because I had not cleared it with Louise and excited because, frankly, it always turns me on to just write about it. Telling my neighbour everything was turning out to be an even bigger turn on.

I was confident Louise would be ok about so I told Anna all about that night, then the night they stayed in a hotel when I was away and how they had met up plenty of times since. She laughed loudly again when she asked how I feel about it, and I told her it turns me on just to talk about it, let alone anything else. Truth be known, I had a full blown hard on by then, just from talking about it all to someone else, especially to another woman I guess.

I now know that Alan is the same way. LOL.

That was pretty much it. Anna wanted to know more and, honestly, I would have loved to have said and heard much more. I figured I shouldn’t though, at one stage I was actually worried that I had said too much already.

But, thankfully, Louise was fine with it. I think she has welcomed the opportunity to talk about it all with someone else she regards as a friend (only her really good friend has know anything up to now). Anna and Louise caught up over the weekend. Anna now knows all about Grant as well as more details about Tom. Likewise, Louise knows loads more about Anna’s wild ways (there’s lots).

In turn, I just learnt something very new too. During their deep and meaningful conversation, Anna confessed that she finds Tom hot and would “jump his bones anytime.” That becomes especially interesting with a bit of other context.

Sometime ago, Tom told Louise that he has always wanted to have a threesome with two girls and he asked if, hypothetically, she would ever join him and the girl he ended up getting serious with. At the time, she said no way. Then he got serious with her and now they’ve broken up, so it’ll never happen. But, also, one of the things on the many, many lists of dares and sexual things to try was for her to do something, with another guy, that she has never done with me. There isn’t a lot of options and a two-girl threesome would be one of them, when Tom asked her the hypothetical question, I even said it could be her opportunity.

Louise can be a real tease sometimes, one of the parts of our dynamic she really enjoys is leading me on, teasing me big time, whether something is for real or not. For quite a while, there was actually two other guys that I thought she’d fucked. It turned out she hadn’t, she just said things that made me think that was what she meant.

Anyway, she has now said to me that she is going to ask Anna if she fancies giving Tom his dream fantasy, not in a girls getting it on together way though. She has actually used my own words against me with this, “what guy wouldn’t want a hot woman riding his face and another riding his dick.”

She asked if I think Tom would like that.

I think she is just teasing me but maybe not, I don’t want to push too hard for an answer either. I don’t want to ruin the game, if it is one.

Maybe I’ll find out soon enough?