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MAY!!! ITS MAY!!! LIFE IS SO WORTH LIVING!!! guys may-august are THE BEST months oh my god i love spring and summer and everything that comes with it holy shitttt

i was supposed to do a powerpoint tn bc we r supposed to present them tmrw but. i am so sleepy and yk what grades don’t matter when i have this much joy in my heart

happiness - alan’s answers

long winded ramble abt how I PERSONALLY started getting better and becoming happier overall

i was so focused on my sadness and negative emotions that they consumed me, became all that i was. i was dead set on romanticizing it. collecting negative pins on pinterest, interacting with negative blogs on here, wallowing and forcing myself to ensure that not a day went by that i wasn’t feeling horrible. i was stuck in this idea that without my sadness, i was boring and lacked a worthwhile personality. but that’s just not true. life is about perspective, a lot of the time. nothing about my external situation has changed. but my mindset has, which is why i am so happy and content now. i wake up and play happy music instead of sad. i purposefully do things that i know will benefit me instead of digging myself deeper into a hole. getting better isn’t something that’s just handed to you, you have to choose it and work at it. i deleted every pro-negative emotion thing on my phone. i filtered my social media so none of the content i used to interact with shows up. if you reach out to happiness, it will reach back. i started learning to love myself because i am the only one who knows how wonderful i am. other people’s opinion of you becomes inconsequential when you are sound in yourself. reframing your viewpoint on the world is the cure. it’s a work in progress but it genuinely works. i stopped looking at life like it had a set deadline and instead started living life like i matter, because i do. if you go into a day pursuing joy it’s likely you’ll find it. also, before i used to be so focused on the big picture, seeing every situation as black and white. but it’s not like that. each day has so many little things to look forward to and you can be the joy you so desperately want to see in the world. compliment someone’s outfit! wave at the sun!! do whatever it is that you know will support your healing. it’s not linear and it never will be, but romanticizing my horrible traits gets me nowhere. why would i stay stuck in my ways when i can choose to improve? it’s a simple answer for me, i’ll choose my wellbeing in every situation nowadays

NEW LORDE ALBUM JUNE 27TH OH MY GOODNESS I LOVE LIFE!!! ITS CALLED VIRGIN??? THIS WILL BE SO PEAK OMG

i hate when i get the most gorgeous cunty wonderful picture of myself but then can’t post it because it’s smth you’d see in a playboy magazine. ghis is unfair

insomnia is so dumb just let me sleep dawg cmon what sense does this make 😓

i haven’t slept. at all,, and i gotta be up in an hour and a half bruh

bro i am. so fucking hot holy shit somebody sedate me

just spent like 30 mins eyefucking myself in the mirror while taking pics this is truly what life is about

girlblogging but in a gross perverted girl adjacent somehow sexy covered in blood yesterday’s eyeliner smoking a cig i found on the ground sort of way and not in the i want a man to hit me way. ykwim

daily affirmations

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three finger combo from canes but i’ve nobody TO three finger combo

like if you cried

PROM PREGAME SECUREDDD 👅 just fireball shots but its smth,, i cannot WAIT omg thank u dad for supporting my inherent need for alc

i want my titties pierced so bad bruh but i CANT bc i’m a stupid MINOR wth it’s not like adults haven’t seen these mfs before,,it takes two seconds this is so unfair 🥀🥀

dissected a chicken wing in my anatomy class and got to be the designated knife wielder🔥 my friends understood what i was meant for

hi here is a bunch of doodles from school and from when i was drawing earlier.

ummm 1-3 is my not at all realistic drawings of myself ig, 4 is rando goth girl, 5 is frank from donnie darko, then rainbow dash redesign, then random girl, and then wip ponysona i’ll prolly re-do a gazillion times. yes im cringe suck my balls

addison rae releasing an album on my birthday feels like a hate crime i despise her so much oh my god and all my friends glaze her make it STOP

i’ll never regret letting people know i love them even if they don’t love me back. this world is just so full of hate.. why would i contribute to it? our generation is just so full of wanna be nonchalant people and it’s just so lame.. like

just spent like two hours sitting outside eating clementines and drawing while listening to my bomb ass summer playlist,,,i think i’m eternally blessed actually

plus these little baby spiders kept getting on my page they were so cutesy i drew circles around them and they got confused

brah i wore my carabiner today TO CARRY AROUND MY CHILD and my friend goes “are you doing carabiner code. which side is that?” WHY ARE YOU ASKING ME IF IM A TOP OR BOTTOM IN ART CLASS HELP ME 💔

also carabiner reveal

duuuuude i am so cunty and awesome and my eyes see wonder in the world that most cannot and my outfits are fire and people love my aura and i make people laugh and i am a vessel made of love and laughter

wearing jorts and didn’t shave my legs. i don’t give a FUCK i am happier than a fox in a henhouse,,,nobody’s judgement can harm me i am leagues above everybody here. if men don’t have to shave then neither do i #EQUALITY

clairo blasting in my ears. blogging in public. realizing i sort of forgot how to socialize over break. but it’s okay because music and my diet coke i’ll drink at lunch ^_^ i am so full of joy

wait cuz why is the monday after spring break so bittersweet. guys everyone is so joyous to see eachother again awww i love people i can’t wait to see all my friends again

bringing my tamagotchi (her name is priscilla now) to school bc if she dies i have failed as a person

hi those tts to zombie girl by addriane lenker r making me cry cuz it’s late and im emotional so here’s a ramble

it’s dogs and grandparents and babies. i’m not fond of kids they annoy me but what the fuck dude this is so sad. there was one where it was a pic of a toddler on a slide and the next pic the slide was empty. i’m sobbing??? life is so fleeting and tomorrow is never promised and that’s so scary. like that was someone’s kid and he’s just gone?? you wake up one day and your parents go to sleep that night knowing you aren’t breathing that’s. what. like that’s so unfair that’s a baby. which ofc this made me think of suicide bc. life isn’t promised but if you can live one more day please for the love of god do it. for all the people who can’t and didn’t have a choice in it, like yes life sucks but i don’t wanna see a sob inducing tt slideshow with your pictures in it. that’s so AUGGHS death makes me so angry or like idk it’s so unfair to everyone involved

there is something so sinister abt snapchat everybody who uses it is under a spell and i cannot bring myself to download it no matter how much my friends ask

i am an unusual person with so much love to give and i think that is wonderful

hello hello. list of things i love in life bc. why not

when you're tanning and the sun is beaming down perfectly

those cabbage white butterflies that show up around now (they remind me of NC)

creeks in forests that have itty bitty fish in them

the laughter after you've said smth funny

when someone's eyes light up when you ask them abt smth they like

cats chittering at birds through windows

hot chocolate after playing in the snow

picking flowers and putting them in your hair

smiling at someone you know from far away

the sounds of seagulls at the shore

when an outfit comes out exactly as you planned it and you feel great

jumping off boats into lakes

turning over rocks and seeing cool bugs

walking home with a great song playing

getting under a warm blanket after a long day

sandwiches with chips between the deli meat so every bite is crunchy

holding a warm cup of tea/coffee in your hands

hearing someone's voice after you haven't heard it for a while

putting on makeup with a fun song playing

the sound of jewelry clicking together

waking up after a nap and feeling well rested

noticing your features in the mirror and loving how you look

diving underwater and hearing nothing but your heartbeat

looking up at a full moon or the stars

sitting around a bonfire late at night and going to bed smelling like smoke

getting complimented on something you wouldn't have noticed yourself

singing badly with someone and laughing wildly

looking out the window as the plane takes

swinging super high on the swings

searching for someone in a room and realizing they were looking for you too

the taste of cold tap water

lying on a trampoline and just relaxing

running into the ocean for the first time in summer

when you catch a fish and take it off the hook and your bait is still there

going downhill on a bike really fast

blah blah blah bitch says nothing and everything all at once

salt anf watermelon 🤤🤤🤤 THIS SNACK IS RIDING ME!!! OH GOD!!!!!!

how it feels to be the only slightly alt one at the family function

SPRING BREAK ENDS TOMORROW NOOO DONT SEND ME BACK PLEASE 💔💔 this is so mean :( 38 more days of junior year…gulp