Devilqueen1

Puu

*looks up at night sky* *sees more stars than usual* *mood immediately lifts by 93%*

😐

me, 10 minutes ago: i’m gonna start taking my meds again!!!! going to the gym!!!! taking care of myself!!!!! me now: i’m just gonna ruin my life real quick

nostalgia is a liar. nothing was ever as good as you remember it to be. there’s a reason you don’t talk to that person anymore, there’s a reason you’re not part of each other’s lives. don’t trust nostalgia. grieve. reflect. move on.

“When you’re clean from drugs their is always a percentage of yourself that wants to be high, I don’t care what anyone says it’s fact.”

— Kushkistdream

whenever a celebrity or someone i know overdoses i always think about that study they conducted on rats in the 70s which showed that addiction isn’t some moral failing nor is it an uncontrollable monster that takes over your brain - it’s a major symptom of complete loneliness and mental isolation and the most important antidote is genuine human connection and stimulation