I missed my appointment. My mother wanted to fight me the entire time. We got lost because she didnt want to listen to me and trust my directions . We argued, she yelled and threw stuff at me. The whole day was fucked. Im tired. Unfortunately this morning I started my period, heavy and painful too. So I get to experience that ‘lovely’ dysphoria and dissociation that comes with it. Not to mention my right ear is hurting, and im barely getting over my left ear infection. I toom antibiotics for a week but they left me sicker physically. Sigh...
Reginald Hargreeves @ Klaus
shoutout to people with simultaneously great and terrible memories. like oh yeah i remember in perfect detail that random story you told about the banana costume from a year ago but all of novemeber? completely blank.
welp.
managed to make myself so irrationally angry I cant even breath.
why on earth do I do this to myself? why? why??
my heart is pounding and racing out of my chest in firey anger and my eyes sting
I know I need to just relax and breathe but I swear its like blinding hot anger.
I shouldnt be so worked up over something from literally years ago that had nothing to do with me
but.. fuck.. it makes me sick..
im just being a stupid irrationally angry crybaby and i hate it...
you should experience this. via
https://www.vitaminwater.com/hit-refresh-for-exotic-mango-island-pic/and-20fl-oz-of-tropical-oasis/wow/wish-i-was-there/enhanced/e/the-hot-key-is-command-shift-r/electrolytes/be-sure-to-hit-refresh/but-not-too-much/you-have-to-give/the-page-a-chance-to-load/
I got in a bit of work today. But also apparently I am having a sciatica flare up in my left leg. Not fun. Sharp pain from my back going down to my calf/side of my leg. But I have to sit here and get this work done. Bleh.
I’m bitter!
Letters to my parents, pt. 7
-Kurr
'No one gives a fuck about my nightmares, But it's nothing you should worry yourself about.'
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