Dreamcast~*~*~*

what bpd is like

Bpd be like…

A minor inconvenience? Initiate RAGE

A stranger smiles at you? Initiate LOVE

Your fp doesn’t respond three minutes after you message them? InitiateDESPAIR

Someone bugs you slightly? Initiate HATRED

Something is slightly more than you (more anything at all)? Initiate JEALOUSY

Something good happens? Initiate EUPHORIA

and it all changes within seconds…

I’ve let you all down.

I cant scrub off the black from my lungs i cant wipe pff the taste from my tongue

what was it like to feel in love

Update

Have a nasty viral infection. They didnt tell me what it was but im sure its Herpangina. Fever rollercoaster, havent been able to eat or sleep in 4 days, sores all in my mouth and throat, swollen nodes and body pain. Shit sucks. All I want is my fp but hes extremely busy with work and school and we hardly have been talking at all and I just miss him so so much..Its hard for my brain not to scream im being abandoned and forgotten. I love him so much I dont want to be left behind..I wonder if he even misses me too..? Does he even think about me..?

my two very conflicting personality traits

showering: take cold shower so you don’t get dizzy and pass out! Self care!

also me: it must feel like satan is PISSING on you and your skin must peel off like a face mask or it isn’t hot enough. You fucking wimp

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