Digital-dissociation-blog - Digital Dissociation

If I live through my 20s, I’ll genuinely be surprised

It comes in waves. Anger, then sadness, anxiety then anger again.

All I can do is lay in bed by myself and isolate.

I dont really have a right to push everyone away and then lament that im hurting and lonely.

I just..........

Oh well..

welp. 

managed to make myself so irrationally angry I cant even breath. 

why on earth do I do this to myself? why? why??

my heart is pounding and racing out of my chest in firey anger and my eyes sting

I know I need to just relax and breathe but I swear its like blinding hot anger.

I shouldnt be so worked up over something from literally years ago that had nothing to do with me 

but.. fuck.. it makes me sick..

im just being a stupid irrationally angry crybaby and i hate it...

Time to go to sleep and not wake up again

why are you staring? please stop it.

Music always moves me in such a way, nothing can compare. It makes me feel so alive, sending me to other worlds.

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