Digital-dissociation-blog - Digital Dissociation

6/29/19

2am

3lbs down in a week

300c for dinner

Half a bowl smoked,

played saints row for hours to numb my mind

So tired, but slept over 12 hours

So tired. Gonna attempt a 24 hour fast today

I feel alone no matter what I do

trance or something | 28.04.19

I actually feel like I am in the worst low mood of my life and I feel utterly terrible and like I want to die. And It makes me so angry that one tiny little thing just fucking smacked me from the purest beautiful holy cloud nine onto the fucking cold heartless concrete without mercy. I literally have not stopped crying for like over an hour. I hate my life and I want to just throw myself off the stupid balcony fuck me.

[my edit]

irony: having to leave my house in order to get therapy for agoraphobia

-Kurr