10:20pm
6lbs down in a week so far, pretty excited about that.
370c for dinner, the only meal I eat.
Half a bowl smoked,
In such a weird fucking mindset today, I don't understand. I don't understand this feeling in my chest. What are you trying to tell me?
Slept 5 hours today, but not very good.
My mother is talking to and potentially dating a man I'm not very fond of, I hate it.
What is this fucking feeling engulfing me?
negativity
What even am I to him? I’m tired of the questioning. Im just going to give up I guess. He’ll never love me the same way. Im just going to settle for my ex and forget any feelings I have for him. Im tired of being lonely and confused and unloved, my daydreams have become hell knowing it will never be real. Im done.
Love doesnt exist.
our brain, clearly woke: if you don’t have a good parental figure, make one up! that’s to comfort the 5-year-old you, who you still talk to and sometimes become :)
my feelings for you are obvious, like ink on a piece of paper. your feelings for me are uncertain, like the changing constellations in the sky.
Beawings (via wingsandwhiskers)
Broken Hearts Club
Your daughters do not exist to give you grandchildren
when you’re dissociating and someone asks if you are okay so you just
'No one gives a fuck about my nightmares, But it's nothing you should worry yourself about.'
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