Zeno Stuff

Wip

I mentioned posting zeno art on this account, so here it is :)

artistic nudity and a smidge of (mostly) censored gore under cut

featuring my fav tag on tumblr

with this neat trick you too can turn minor blemishes into scars that’ll last decades

who up hating pop psychology

more zeno stuff

current method of deterring skin picking: laminated Dr house mirror reminder

post got too big so it got sniffered

ZENO Remake makes me want to admit myself into a shady mental facility!!!!!!!

hey uh. I’ve been struggling with this a lot so. Positivity post for people who pick at our skin. We’re not weak for not being able to stop or always stay stopped, and we’re not gross for picking, and we don’t have to feel guilty, and we are allowed to complain that it hurts or we feel gross or we can’t stop or we’re always bleeding or whatever even though it’s something we theoretically have control over. It’s tough. Carry on. It can be really hard to talk about and hard to deal with and I’m proud of all of us.

genuinely, how do you even deal with unstable romantic/platonic/what feelings??!?!!

I wish there was a better word than bored. Bored doesn't begin to describe it. The unending fucking search for entertainment. Like, meeting new people is supposed to be exciting, right? Their thoughts are interesting, they surprise you, even. But you'll have them all figured out in a week or two. They'll be halfway through a conversation with you, and then the indifference and irritation hit all at once. "Why am I listening to this? I've heard this before. God, you're annoying, please stop talking at me and fuck off already." So you distance yourself, and move on to the next person with anything interesting to say. And that same feeling that poisons every friendship, poisons everything else you do. And you're self aware, so you know that it'll happen, too. Even the act of becoming bored is predictable. Boring. Boring. Boring. And we use the same word for it as we do for being stuck in a dry meeting at work.