there's something so mesmerizing about the night, I don't know how to explain it. more specifically, the early mornings when no one is awake and the whole world feels still. I know some people share that sentiment, I just think it's weird that I don't see it talked about a lot ๐ .
do any of you guys like the nighttime? or more specifically, have any of you guys seen the night sky without any light pollution? it's a dream of mine to see the night sky without light pollution. maybe one day, that dream will come true. that is, if I can make it through senior year without losing my mind.
I swear, I didn't understand the resentment for a freshman in high school before, but I understand now, especially this one kid in my study hall. he keeps picking fights with the teacher in charge, like shut the fuck up, no one is going to tolerate that bullshit anymore, grow up! so glad that this is my last year here, I can't deal with these stupid kids, especially the kids that won't leave me alone.
thank goodness it's the weekend and I don't have to deal with that shit for a few days. maybe one day I can finally teach those jerks a lesson.
Wonderlust Episode 17 Spoilers Under Cut!!
I highly recommend you go watch Wonderlust on the JRWI channel and then come back and view this post! If you're already caught up, feel free to continue!
So, I'm re-watching episode 10 and in the beginning, Troy uses the Lougferd Override command to get the Clockwork Soldier to listen to him. There are multiple levels, but it went up to Level 6, so we can assume that each level of the override does something different.
HOWEVER, what I want to know is why the Lougferd Override command didn't work against the Clockwork Soldiers at the University of Dreamers and Doers in episode 17. It hasn't been that long since episode 10 happened from a timeline perspective, so why does the command suddenly not work?
I doubt that his dad was able to change the command so quickly, especially since he, as the Mayor of Earheart, would probably keep the override command the same, for simplicity and so that both he and his son can use the command. It's just so confusing to me that the command suddenly doesn't work for Troy.
But then again, there was only one Clockwork Soldier that Troy took care of in episode 10, as opposed to the large group in episode 17. Maybe there's a different command for a group of soldiers that Troy didn't remember, which would explain why it didn't work.
I dunno, what do you guys think? Maybe I'm overanalyzing this a bit too much, but that's kinda what I do with this show (even though I'm behind on posting it hehe ๐ ). I have too much free time on my hands at the moment, so it could also be that. Or maybe I'm just a nerd, I don't fucking know.
Anyway, that was my two cents, fare thee well!
~ ๐๐ค
I yelled at my dad today. I didn't mean to, it's just... those stupid cameras appeared again today and they won't go away and it's freaking me out. so, I yelled for him and he asked me what was wrong.
I told him that there were cameras in all of the corners of my room, because there was! and he looked around and he looked back at me all confused. he said that there weren't any cameras, so I told him again that there were cameras in my room. and he didn't believe me!
he said that I should calm down and take another look around the room, just to make sure what I'm seeing is really there. and I did and those cameras were still there, so I reiterated it to him. and he said rather firmly that there weren't any cameras in my room and that I must be seeing things.
I got so mad at him for saying that that I snapped at him and I yelled at him. I'm pretty sure I was just yelling that there were in fact cameras in my room and I was scared because someone was watching me, but I don't fully remember it. all I remember is that after I was done yelling, he hugged me. which is weird because he's not really a hugger.
he said something about how everything around me was real and that I was safe and I kinda just hugged him back and zoned out. after he left, I double checked all the corners of the room. I thought that maybe he was right and I was just seeing things.
the fucking cameras were still there, pointed directly at me.
watching me.
It's my 1 year anniversary on Tumblr ๐ฅณ
IT HAS NOT BEEN A YEAR ALREADY, HAS IT?? Let's go, I guess? I feel old lmao
I tried my best heehee
in honor of me being a women liker. and liking the redhead pirate women
Edit dump, edit dump :3
These are all my most recent edits and I am very proud of them! I'll probably post more edit dumps in the future when I make more lol (I genuinely make a lot, sooo shouldn't be too hard)
~ ๐๐ค
Fennu was never a fan of mirrors, but that disdain for mirrors heightened after Charlie's death. Because every time she looked into a mirror, all she saw was her deceased twin sister staring back at her.
I genuinely enjoyed making this, I have had Dragontale on my mind a lot recently. I was thinking a lot about what Fennu's opinion on mirrors would be, especially since she and Charlie are identical twins (for the most part), and I felt that it would make sense that she doesn't like mirrors because all she would see in the reflection is Charlie. I love traumatizing my OCs :3
Time Taken: 1 hour and 23 minutes
Characters Used (from left to right): Charlie Anderson (they/she) and Fennu Anderson (she/rose)
Apps Used: Gacha Nebula and Ibis Paint X
Hope you like it!!
~ ๐๐ค
Iโm onto you Jaiden ๐ต๏ธ
LIFE SERIES AU EDIT DUMP, YIPPEE!!! I'm so normal about this AU, that's crazy. My friend Luna and I have been hyperfixated on our AU for some time now, mainly with our Watchers! We love our Watchers :3
Something to keep in mind for our AU, all of the cast members are victims. No one is truly evil, just forced to be, especially the Watchers. As stated by Luna when I brought it up:
Just something to keep in mind for our AU! We've put a lot of love into our AU, so please don't get mad at what we make and/or say is canon. With that said, enjoy the silly edits I've made! Gonna make more and eventually work on a lore video for our AU :3c
Starting tomorrow, you'll all be seeing a new side to me. I'll still be the same, but I want to start posting parts of my life to help me cope with the things that have happened to me. It's been almost 9 years since everything started, so it's only fair that I find a way to move on. I hope you'll enjoy what's to come. See you on YouTube tomorrow at 3:30 PM EST
Literally me with all of my current hyperfixations rn
The purpose of life is to get really into stories that drive you so crazy you sometimes feel the need to throw up from how much you love them