Hey I Haven't Written Fanfic In About Four Years And This Is The First Time I've Ever Left My OG Fandom.

Hey I haven't written fanfic in about four years and this is the first time I've ever left my OG fandom. Have a Tsukishima x Yamaguchi confession.

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"Can we talk?"

The walk home in silence has been painfully awkward. Silence isn't unusual from Tsukishima after a long day of school and practice, but for him to force himself one step ahead of Yamaguchi and to ignore every word he tries to say, that's beyond unusual. That's wrong.

"Tsukki, seriously," he begs, jumping ahead of his friend, landing squarely in his path. "Stop."

Tsukishima rolls his eyes, side-steps and continues.

"Tsukki!" he yells, disrupting the quiet evening. "Stop!"

"What?! What could you possibly want to talk about right now?" Tsukishima asks, spinning around. "Because as far as I'm concerned we've got nothing to talk about, Yamaguchi."

"Nothing? You're not gonna talk about how you've been ignoring me all day and how you've been cruel to Shoyo at practice since you found out we've been studying together? What is up with you?!"

"Me?! What's up with you picking him all of a sudden? Do you think you can just replace me, is that it?" Tsukishima lurches forward, making Yamaguchi step back in tandem. "You've been sooo focused on Hinata recently that you're just gonna throw me to the side like nothing? Like you don't care at all about what I want?"

"What are you even talking about?! We're just studying!"

"When you're supposed to be with me! We walk home together every day, we go to practice together, we hang out sometimes and you've been canceling on me. Am I replaceable to you, is that it? You think I'll just back down and let him have you?"

"Tsukki!" Yamaguchi gasps as his back hits the wall of the building they stopped beside. He looks into his best friend's bewildered eyes and has never seen so much anger, so much anguish directed at him before.

"Shoyo's my friend. He just needed some help studying. You're not being replaced. You're my best friend--"

"Don't say we're just fucking friends!" Tsukishima's voice tears out of him. He slams a fist against the wall beside Yamaguchi's head. "Don't! We're more than that and you know it." He raises his other arm to box Yamaguchi in. His heart is pounding, the blood rushing in his ears nearly deafening him to the sound of Yamaguchi's gasp and indignant stuttering.

Tsukishima takes a moment to gather his thoughts, to steady his breath and return to his level-headed self.

"Don't think I would let you go that easily," he mumbles.

"I-I really... Tsukki, I didn't know..."

"Bullshit," he tsks. "Bullshit... How long has it been since we've just been friends? How long since you started coming to me for comfort? Not just protection from playground bullies, but for crying on my shoulder, and laying your head in my lap while we watch movies? How many times have we held hands on that stretch of road where the streetlights are out so no one can see us? How long since we started spending holidays together? Look me in the eyes and tell me how many days its been since we kissed on Christmas Eve, because I know you know."

Tears prick at Yamaguchi's eyes. His already racing heart refuses to slow down, and the adrenaline coursing through his system makes his hands and voice shake.

"It's been... One hundred and eight..." he says, eyes squeezed shut, too embarrassed to meet Tsukishima's golden eyes.

A smile quirks at the corner of Tsukishima's mouth.

"It's been a hundred and eight days since we've kissed and you've not brought it up once or asked me for another. Why's that?"

"You haven't either..."

"I thought I didn't need to. I thought you knew how I felt about you. It's been only you for years. I thought you knew."

"But you never said!" His tone is accusatory as he finally meets Tsukishima's gaze.

"It wasn't a thing we did," Tsukishima chuckles. "I've always known about your feelings. I can see how you feel when you look at me, and lately you've been looking differently. You've been spending more time with Hinata and lighting up when you talk about him and I don't like it. That look's for me, isn't it?"

"It's different," Yamaguchi admits. "For Shoyo we really are just friends. It's nice to have someone who's as happy as I am, you know...? Not that you're not happy--!"

Tsukishima laughs. He leans in close enough to feel the body heat radiate between them.

"My happy is different than your happy. My happy is much quieter, more 'I'm content walking home with my love,' and less 'I'm jumping twice my height because someone gave me some free juice.'"

Yamaguchi laughs, his nerves finally cooling down. Tsukishima smiles, leans in, noses at Yamaguchi's cheek.

"Say we're not just friends."

"We're not."

"And what are we?"

"I-I don't know..."

"You don't? I thought it was obvious." Tsukishima grazes his lips against Yamaguchi's jaw.

"Tell me and we'll be it," Yamaguchi says, reaching his arms up to wrap around Tsukishima's waist.

"Best friends... Partners in crime... Boyfriends."

"Yes. Yes, yes, all of it."

Tsukishima raises his head so he's face to face with Yamaguchi, a soft smile etched into his usually stoic face. He leans in for a kiss that Yamaguchi meets half-way.

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♥︎ ┊what can i do for you?

⏝꒷۰꒷⏝꒷۰꒷⏝꒷۰꒷⏝꒷۰꒷⏝

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# tags :: fingering (m receiving), sugar baby yamaguchi, pillow princess yamaguchi, oral sex (m receiving) , d/s vibes

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"when⎯when did you even have time to order this?" yamaguchi asked, holding his new phone in soft hands. he stared at you in disbelief, and something beautiful, awe hidden plainly in his pretty brown eyes. he had actually broken his phone about a week ago, but he had been so busy with finals, and therefore couldn't meet with you in person, which meant you noticed his broken phone just before you got on your flight.

you shrugged, trying to play it cool. "i got someone to order it for me" secretly though, you were over the moon for him. and it pleased you to buy yamaguchi things, especially things you knew he would appreciate.

"how much did it cost?"

"doesn't matter" yamaguchi opened his mouth to speak. "and no, you aren't going to pay me back. i won't let you. this is really no big deal"

yamaguchi frowned. he gestured. around the lavish hotel room expressively "i don't know if you noticed, but we have two very different definitions of 'no big deal'"

you patted the spot on the bed next to you, and your boyfriend spent no time curling up around you. "you're in your head again baby" you said gently, turning to press a kiss to the first part of him you could reach; his upper bicep. even though yamaguchi was larger, and much taller, he still managed to fit just right against the crook of your neck like a snuggly koala. and even though things between the two of you were far from normal, it felt right. it was where both of you belonged.

"it's just...you already do a lot for me" he muttered, cheeks pinking under the soft light. probably referring to your latest scheme. you whisked him away on vacation because he seemed stressed out, and no matter how he tried to downplay it, university life was getting to him. you hated seeing him doing anything less than the things that made him happy.

"i do these things for you because i want to. we both know i wouldn't do anything i wouldn't want tadashi. so please stop acting like your inconveniencing me" yamaguchi pulled a face, like he still wanted to argue, so you pulled him down into a heated kiss. when you released him, hands still framing his face, you saw the hunger burning behind his smile. he leaned down to kiss you again, gasping into your mouth when your hands trailed up to tug at his nipples.

"can we?" he asked vaguely, not quite meeting your eye, and practically tripped over himself to take off his clothes when you said yes. yamaguchi hurried to get back in his spot, reaching his arms out and silently asking for another kiss, which you were happy to do.

you shed your own clothes, not that you were wearing much from your shower earlier and straddled yamaguchi's lap . you could feel his hardon pressing into your thigh. "i want you to just sit here and be pretty. can you do that for me tadashi? be my pretty little prince?"

yamaguchi whined. the sound was sweeter than drizzled honey. "i can do that"

"i know you can," you said, kissing down his jaw. he itched to touch you, to run his hands up and down your sides and the squish of your thighs. but as much as he liked to touch you, he liked it even more when you touched him, when you told him how good he was for letting you do what you wanted. you pressed a knee between his inner thighs and giggled when immediately, he began to roll his hips. "you're so good to everyone else. even when they don't deserve it. let me spoil you. i promise it's not a bad thing"

he whined lowly, squirming against your knee. you were happy to just watch, content in hearing his quiet moans and the feeling of his sharp hipbones making contact against your own. yamaguchi threw his head back onto the pillow. what a pretty picture he made, tip of his pretty cock red and leaking. "ha. hnng, more, please!"

you laughed, the sound knife-sharp and condescending. "oh but i am touching you pretty boy" you pressed your knee against his leaking cock for emphasis. " if you want something else baby, you've got to be specific. you know how to ask for things that you want"

there wasn't much else you loved in this world besides teasing yamaguchi. he always gave you everything, the best of all he had to offer. "wan' your mouth! y/n⎯please"

"you're so pretty when you beg" you whispered in his ear, grinning. you shifted down to rest on the bed , spreading yamaguchi's legs, and then lifting them, adjusting yourself properly. he couldn't hold in the noise he made when your mouth finally went down on his, couldn't even if he tried. but you always liked it better when he didn't, he when told you how good he felt.

"so⎯ so good! ha, f-fuck"

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he released a choked noise, voice trembling above you. to take away from the initial pain you knew he felt, your tongue trailed through the slit of the head, and then swirled around it. bingo,you thought triumphantly as one of yamaguchi's tell-tale 'i'm close' moans rung through the hotel room. once the initial discomfort passed, there was only smooth sailing. you pushed your finger in and out of him, quickly picking up pace, pressing against his walls in all the right places.

yamaguchi rolled his hips into your mouth, fucking your face and chasing his high. when you reached down to suckle one of his balls into your mouth, he came, shouting your name and throwing a hand over his face in embarrassment. "oh my god, i was so loud..."

you pulled your fingers out of him slowly., laughing "a little bit. but i like it when you're loud"

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If someone comes to a predominantly QUEER space (like AO3) and tells you that censorship is necessary to eradicate CP... it's not actually CP they want to eradicate...

I've seen this type of discourse about Pride and about queer literature and queer movies and queer communities. It's a tried and true technique of the right and conservative movements.

First, they say there is a DANGER to the community through CP and they conflate the actual threat of CP in the community (we all know someone who thinks that writing a love story between two characters who are 16 is CP...), and make you believe that censorship is the only way to PROTECT THE CHILDREN. And since most people are (rightly) mind-bogled at having to explain that of course they don't support CP content, they bow down and accept the censorship for the greater good, without anyone actually trying to have a conversation about what qualifies as CP (which needs to, you know, actually involve real children and not fictional characters who are 17 and losing their virginity with their crush in a Mature-rated story about high school football and first love based on the author's own experience of losing their virginity at 17 to their crush in high school).

Then, they tell you that there are other forms of DISTURBING CONTENT, and what they really mean is porn that THEY find disturbing, for ex, (and I kid you not, I have seen comments like that) porn featuring disabled characters, which they consider to encourage the exploitation of vulnerable individuals, or BDSM porn (which supposedly encourages violence and lack of consent), or rough p*rn, or any kind of porn that isn't two (preferably white and skinny) able-bodied people doing it missionary style while lovingly gazing in each other's eyes. SO TO PROTECT VIEWERS, that needs to be banned as well.

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