Art by Cristóbal López (Kerbcrawlerghost on ig).
the stars were all aligned, and i found comfort in you instead of the self destruction i knew so well. it was like you had moved the stars into alignment, you were so heavenly to me. but as soon as you left, the stars began to fall from the skies. my constellations broke, and stars began to fade. i returned back to the self destruction. sharp blades found their home on my ghostly skin, drugs that people my age shouldn’t even be aware of were my closest friends, i found security in the arms of naked strangers. you were my safety, and now all i crave is danger so that maybe i could feel safe again.
sad that abigail was an 18 year old girl, and we only ever saw her through the eyes of the men who saw her as a means to an end for them. we never know anything more about her than what she was to her father, to will, to hannibal. what college did abigail want to go to? what did she want to major in? what interested her? what books did she read? what music did she listen to? what was her five year plan? did she want a boyfriend, a girlfriend? what were her values? her ideals? how was her bedroom decorated?
Versace (2023), Jean Paul Gaultier (2006), Olivier Theyskens (2019), David Koma (2019), Dolce & Gabbana (2018), Jean Paul Gaultier (2012), Kristian Aadnevik (2008), Olivier Theyskens (2019)
my toxic trait is acting big bold in messages knowing full well i'll get all blushy and shy when in person >:3
idk how to be subtle about this can someone just come stab me erotically
[eating your heart from between your ribs] please know that you are loved
The only reason I grow my nails out is so I can claw at your face and neck like a rabid animal
Billie photographed at her 'HIT ME HARD AND SOFT' album listening party in NY (15/05/24).
📸: arturoholmesphotos