Dumbdahl - DAHLIA/DOLLY

I don't know how to answer. I know what I think, but words in the head are like voices underwater. They are distorted.

— Jeanette Winterson, Oranges Are Not The Only Fruit

men in pain sound so pretty…like the whimpering, the voice cracks, the begging. like okay handsome <3

sad that abigail was an 18 year old girl, and we only ever saw her through the eyes of the men who saw her as a means to an end for them. we never know anything more about her than what she was to her father, to will, to hannibal. what college did abigail want to go to? what did she want to major in? what interested her? what books did she read? what music did she listen to? what was her five year plan? did she want a boyfriend, a girlfriend? what were her values? her ideals? how was her bedroom decorated?

Ginger Snaps (2000)

my toxic trait is acting big bold in messages knowing full well i'll get all blushy and shy when in person >:3

I miss when he would choke me until the life drained from my body, no mattered how much I begged, cried and struggled.. I miss being murdered by such a "moral and good" man. I miss being able to turn him into such an awful person.. he just wanted me that badly.

I miss when I'd come back from the dead filled with his cum, covered in his spit, and littered with bleeding bite marks.. Aaa I just want to be a pretty, useable, perfect corpse doll for him to use again!! I'd let him murder me as many times as he wants, I'd even be happy if he didn't bring me back! I just want him to keep me, love me, and cherish my body, dead or alive <3